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another boring night. i guess.
i had work today. i was supposed to get off at nine
zak wasnt expecting us to even finish getting all of the kids freight done, and we did, only, i thought it was nine. so i went home. then i realized it was 8. im stupid. oh well, ill probably quit before they can fire me anyways right?
i was reading other peoples journals, you know, cause i get bored, and i like to find out whats goin on with people, i dont write much, i wonder if anybody reads this. i feel pretty alone sometimes, like, i dont know, like i dont relate to anybody, ive got stevo, hes a cool cat, we hang out and stuff, only were like totally opposite, and he has work all of the time.
i think about aimee a lot, and how i wish i could be with her. there are a couple of girls that i try to hook up with around here because i get lonely, kelly is really hot, but young, and normally that wouldnt be a problem, but its like i notice it. im pretty stupid sometimes. im too picky with girls. ive deffinitely gotten myself into that fuck around stage of life, everybody goes through it i think. but what comes next. i just need something, some accomplishment mabye. nah ill just keep workin at whatever the hell im working at. this long-term shit can drive you crazy. do i make any sense? now i think im just writing because i dont want to not be doing something right now.
whatever
i had work today. i was supposed to get off at nine
zak wasnt expecting us to even finish getting all of the kids freight done, and we did, only, i thought it was nine. so i went home. then i realized it was 8. im stupid. oh well, ill probably quit before they can fire me anyways right?
i was reading other peoples journals, you know, cause i get bored, and i like to find out whats goin on with people, i dont write much, i wonder if anybody reads this. i feel pretty alone sometimes, like, i dont know, like i dont relate to anybody, ive got stevo, hes a cool cat, we hang out and stuff, only were like totally opposite, and he has work all of the time.
i think about aimee a lot, and how i wish i could be with her. there are a couple of girls that i try to hook up with around here because i get lonely, kelly is really hot, but young, and normally that wouldnt be a problem, but its like i notice it. im pretty stupid sometimes. im too picky with girls. ive deffinitely gotten myself into that fuck around stage of life, everybody goes through it i think. but what comes next. i just need something, some accomplishment mabye. nah ill just keep workin at whatever the hell im working at. this long-term shit can drive you crazy. do i make any sense? now i think im just writing because i dont want to not be doing something right now.
whatever