now what?

[letdownandalone]

so yeah... im not sick anymore, which is totally bitchin, because for the last few days ive gone from not bein able to hold down water, but i got a little better and blah blah blah. but now its like, now what? now that im not worried about being healthy, what do i do with my time. hopefully it will be dry so i can skate tomarow, jesus stevo wanted me to play football with him today, i told him i couldnt do anything really physical, hes telling me that i dont have to do anything, its football. jesus.

uuhhh, yeah. thats pretty much my state of mind.