Nov 15, 2005 20:55
so i think i shall talk to Richard more...im sick of pretending we dislike eachother when we are like best friends. hes an amazing guy and i love him to death and i think i would like to strenthen my relationship with him. we used to be pretty close but something happened this summer and everything changed. i think things are starting to go back to normal and that makes me happy. i missed having him around and always knowing he would make me laugh or think about importaint things. hes so much fun to be around and im glad we are friends again. it sucks when your guy friends ditch your for another girl especially if you were close with him. because then u just feel like the call on friend like oh im fighting with her so we can be friends or i dont like her anymore so we can be friends. anyways im just so happy that me and Richard are getting back to normal. it makes the world a better place. brighter. sunnier. the birds sing better lol jk jk.
yeah he is definitly on my top 3 most favorite people list.hes like numero 2. aubrey is numero 1. devan can be 3 cuz i just met her but shes flippin awesome...hahaha wow yeah im so glad. things are the way they are supposed to be. everything feels normal. clay and melissa are back together and i was getting used to that...me and richard are back...which is a friendship that never should have changed but it did but now its all better...
i have a spanish oral tomorrow and i will do horribly so thats normal again...everything is just great and i am really genuinly happy for once...i havent felt this way for a long time and i think life is just getting better by the miniute.
i've been talking to Matt more and that makes me happy because hes a cool kid and hes fun to talk to. and im back in my real seat which is how its supposed to be...back with the gang...Luke, Brad, Matt, Alex....life is fun again...i hung out with Nathan again and i love him...hes like the brother i never had hes so funny...we spent the afternoon burning a bunch of CDs and talking and stuff...then we went out to dinner with the parents.
i love my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THEY TOTALLY ROCK!!!!!!!
thanks for being there guys