the TIME has come...
so. i think its time for a real GOOD entry. i mean....entries now aren't what they used to be...so i think it's time to be ONE with my livejournal. you are welcome to come along if you want...
lets see. what to talk about first.
school? lets just get this out of the way shall we...
so i am finishing up at palomar college. after this semester i should be good to go. then who knows. haha...well im pretty sure i will be going to SD. but a part of me really wants to leave somewhere. kind of like what tash did, but not THAT far. sorry. i cant leave california...im just really unsure at this point in my life. i am 20, and i kind of know what i want to do. but im still UNSURE. but thats the beauty about being this age right? i mean...we are all at that point where yeah, we fuck up ALOT, but we need to remember that we sooner and sooner as days go by, leaves les and less space to FUCK up...you know? so...basically im still on my own path to see what i wanna do, and what things have in store for me. but...i think party girl at SDsu sounds good right? haha oh i kid i kid....no i dont.
work...yes. still a NORDSTROM's POV salesgirl.
for my first job, i really cant complain AT ALL...i mean i work at nordstrom, the pay is good. the people i work with are awesome as well...and now that i started shool my hours have been cut down. which i dont mind at all. i actually get weekends off and everything...rather than before when i was worked like a damn DOG. now they understand that school is really important, and my manager lets me take the days i need off. which is good. i have been thinking about looking into doing something else..i mean i love nordstrom, but retail i think is definitely NOT for me. it's a lot of work, and for something i am really not that interested in, i think i need to find another job that requires less hours...and less clothes. haha. so any ideas??? feel free to throw em at me..
hmm what else...ahhh yes! san diego life. ahhhh...lots of people in san diego now...lots of familiar faces i get to see often!. first...ed has his very own apartment right by SDSU. which is awesome. i am there like all the time. at least once a week. and its always good times. we always eat dinner, then watch some random movie thats on his t.v...oh yeah and tui always shows us some funny video on IFILM.COM, and i must admit, they are pretty funny... rachel has her own place as well here in san diego. but i have not seen it yet...but once she gets all her things in her house, we will definitely have another apartment warming for her. and hmmm someone else is coming down to san diego too...mmm hmmmm..estevan! muahahaha. i knew we would get him here sooner or later.. san diego is just a fun place to be! i mean...especially now that we are all going to be 21 this year! hell yes it will be worth it to be here in san diego. for sure. i promise you!...we have a lot ahead of us, there is sooo much to come. we will all be living away from our parents and thats when the real stuff starts happening. i also decided that i dont think i could live with just GIRLS.. i dont know if i could handle it. i have lived with my 2 brothers until now, and just the thought of living with girls. kinda freaks me out! so...i dont know. ed, steven? maybe we can find a nicer place? hahahaha.. im just throwing it out there. hahaha....crazy times ahead i tell you!!
jothi lives in long beach now. which is soooo great! i am really happy for her...i got to hang out at her place last weekend and it was fun. the area is a little iffy, but once you get inside her apartment it's really really nice inside. i like it a lot...and its her birthday soon! in 2 weeks!!! and it's also my dads BDAY and valentines day! yikes....crazy times ahead of us...haha
tash...i miss tash. now there is a girl who definitely is living life. and i am sooo proud of her! she made a decision and is totally living her life away from everyone. miles and miles away. she is having fun, and she is doing what she loves to do. even though i miss her like crazy every day, and we dont talk as much, i feel like i know how she is doing...cause there are days when i feel unsure, but all i have to do is call her and we can talk. which is nice.
hmmmm GAY DOG. aka ELVIS is awesome...he is my best friend here when i am all alone...
hmm i watch PROJECT runway all the time...and the OC. i am such an addict. gosh. i LOVE love love daniel from project runway. he is sooo YUMM. and i mean seeing seth smoke for the first time. that was awesome.
ahhh so life is good!...
its already february! and what can i say about 2006 except for...WOW!!! so much happened...in one month, i never thought so much could happen. but it definitely can. it was a good month. a bad month. a fun month. a scary month...it was everything...and now it's february! cant wait to see what the year brings...
i think thats it for now... i will continue this later..
k..byEEE!
HAHAHAHAHAH gosh i kid i kid. i guess i am saving the best for last..yikes. hope you are ready for this one..
so...as most of you heard christelle has been "seeing" a certain someone.
and as most of you have also heard...his name happens to be. fernando.
and all i am going to say right now...is....YUP
haha..wow. so yeah..fernando and i are officially seeing eachother. OK guys.. SEEING EACHOTHER...we aren't exactly dating as of yet..i mean its kind of hard to be dating, when he lives so far. so we dont see eachother all the time to be DATING. but..we do like eachother, and we have decided that we are going to be starting a real relationship together. so...i dont have a BOYFRIEND yet...and he doesnt have a GIRLFRIEND yet...but we will just have to see what happens.
i know u guys must be freaking out! asking urself...WHY?? WHAT?? WHEN?? HOW!!! and I KNEW IT! hahaha...and yes, u guys deserve to know the answers to those questions, so right now i will leave this ENTRY for you to ask me anything you want...and you can ask him as well.
i am SO SORRY i didnt tell u guys straight out. it kind of just happened...i mean i was very unsure about things, and i didnt even know what to call it as well...and it happened very fast...
so..right now we are really happy. everything is good...and it took me a pretty long time to finally realize that i like him. goodness! crazy how things work these days right? i mean...wow...yeah he has been chasing me for like EVER..and u guys never thought we would be together...but see how life takes it's crazy turns sometimes? you just never know...NEVER say NEVER...thats all im saying...
its definitely hard for me. because for ONE thing he lives so far away...and for me to even be in a relationship with someone, i need lots of attention. just like any other girl right? so its very hard not being able to see him at all when i need to see him...and i havent been in a relationship with someone in a LONG time! so its gonna take awhile to get used to, but i think it's worth it. i know you guys dont understand our relationship. i mean you see us together and i am mad at him, or we are fighting, but thats just how we are. we have something, that is definitely not NORMAL. but it's how we are, and we understand it. and i dont expect you guys to, but i hope you do soon. and i hope u get used to seeing us together not just as "christelle and fernando the weird friends" but as something else more than that.and i definitely dont expect u guys to like it or accept it, but i just ask that u undertand and maybe be happy for us? maybe? i hope! haha...cause we seriously care what u guys think.i mean we REALLY care, so if u have anything to say about it, please let us know. cause u guys mean like the world to us. for sure...i mean steven knows that! haha. so yeah i am really happy right now, and so is he. HE BETTER BE at least! haha......so....yeah thats that. haha i dont know what else to say...
so...thats my life as of right now...working, school...friends! fernando...yikes!..hahaha...but everything is good right now...i cant wait until spring break and the summer...i really wanna take a lot of trips! like CABO...or snowboarding! or..camping!!...or maybe even CHICO! so i think we all need to come together and definitely plan some things out...ok? ...
anyways, i am going to watch a movie right now. CORPSE BRIDE or IN HER SHOES. today is for sure a chill day for christelle. and i will be waiting to see what kind of Q's you guys have for me...
until then.......peace*****
lets see. what to talk about first.
school? lets just get this out of the way shall we...
so i am finishing up at palomar college. after this semester i should be good to go. then who knows. haha...well im pretty sure i will be going to SD. but a part of me really wants to leave somewhere. kind of like what tash did, but not THAT far. sorry. i cant leave california...im just really unsure at this point in my life. i am 20, and i kind of know what i want to do. but im still UNSURE. but thats the beauty about being this age right? i mean...we are all at that point where yeah, we fuck up ALOT, but we need to remember that we sooner and sooner as days go by, leaves les and less space to FUCK up...you know? so...basically im still on my own path to see what i wanna do, and what things have in store for me. but...i think party girl at SDsu sounds good right? haha oh i kid i kid....no i dont.
work...yes. still a NORDSTROM's POV salesgirl.
for my first job, i really cant complain AT ALL...i mean i work at nordstrom, the pay is good. the people i work with are awesome as well...and now that i started shool my hours have been cut down. which i dont mind at all. i actually get weekends off and everything...rather than before when i was worked like a damn DOG. now they understand that school is really important, and my manager lets me take the days i need off. which is good. i have been thinking about looking into doing something else..i mean i love nordstrom, but retail i think is definitely NOT for me. it's a lot of work, and for something i am really not that interested in, i think i need to find another job that requires less hours...and less clothes. haha. so any ideas??? feel free to throw em at me..
hmm what else...ahhh yes! san diego life. ahhhh...lots of people in san diego now...lots of familiar faces i get to see often!. first...ed has his very own apartment right by SDSU. which is awesome. i am there like all the time. at least once a week. and its always good times. we always eat dinner, then watch some random movie thats on his t.v...oh yeah and tui always shows us some funny video on IFILM.COM, and i must admit, they are pretty funny... rachel has her own place as well here in san diego. but i have not seen it yet...but once she gets all her things in her house, we will definitely have another apartment warming for her. and hmmm someone else is coming down to san diego too...mmm hmmmm..estevan! muahahaha. i knew we would get him here sooner or later.. san diego is just a fun place to be! i mean...especially now that we are all going to be 21 this year! hell yes it will be worth it to be here in san diego. for sure. i promise you!...we have a lot ahead of us, there is sooo much to come. we will all be living away from our parents and thats when the real stuff starts happening. i also decided that i dont think i could live with just GIRLS.. i dont know if i could handle it. i have lived with my 2 brothers until now, and just the thought of living with girls. kinda freaks me out! so...i dont know. ed, steven? maybe we can find a nicer place? hahahaha.. im just throwing it out there. hahaha....crazy times ahead i tell you!!
jothi lives in long beach now. which is soooo great! i am really happy for her...i got to hang out at her place last weekend and it was fun. the area is a little iffy, but once you get inside her apartment it's really really nice inside. i like it a lot...and its her birthday soon! in 2 weeks!!! and it's also my dads BDAY and valentines day! yikes....crazy times ahead of us...haha
tash...i miss tash. now there is a girl who definitely is living life. and i am sooo proud of her! she made a decision and is totally living her life away from everyone. miles and miles away. she is having fun, and she is doing what she loves to do. even though i miss her like crazy every day, and we dont talk as much, i feel like i know how she is doing...cause there are days when i feel unsure, but all i have to do is call her and we can talk. which is nice.
hmmmm GAY DOG. aka ELVIS is awesome...he is my best friend here when i am all alone...
hmm i watch PROJECT runway all the time...and the OC. i am such an addict. gosh. i LOVE love love daniel from project runway. he is sooo YUMM. and i mean seeing seth smoke for the first time. that was awesome.
ahhh so life is good!...
its already february! and what can i say about 2006 except for...WOW!!! so much happened...in one month, i never thought so much could happen. but it definitely can. it was a good month. a bad month. a fun month. a scary month...it was everything...and now it's february! cant wait to see what the year brings...
i think thats it for now... i will continue this later..
k..byEEE!
HAHAHAHAHAH gosh i kid i kid. i guess i am saving the best for last..yikes. hope you are ready for this one..
so...as most of you heard christelle has been "seeing" a certain someone.
and as most of you have also heard...his name happens to be. fernando.
and all i am going to say right now...is....YUP
haha..wow. so yeah..fernando and i are officially seeing eachother. OK guys.. SEEING EACHOTHER...we aren't exactly dating as of yet..i mean its kind of hard to be dating, when he lives so far. so we dont see eachother all the time to be DATING. but..we do like eachother, and we have decided that we are going to be starting a real relationship together. so...i dont have a BOYFRIEND yet...and he doesnt have a GIRLFRIEND yet...but we will just have to see what happens.
i know u guys must be freaking out! asking urself...WHY?? WHAT?? WHEN?? HOW!!! and I KNEW IT! hahaha...and yes, u guys deserve to know the answers to those questions, so right now i will leave this ENTRY for you to ask me anything you want...and you can ask him as well.
i am SO SORRY i didnt tell u guys straight out. it kind of just happened...i mean i was very unsure about things, and i didnt even know what to call it as well...and it happened very fast...
so..right now we are really happy. everything is good...and it took me a pretty long time to finally realize that i like him. goodness! crazy how things work these days right? i mean...wow...yeah he has been chasing me for like EVER..and u guys never thought we would be together...but see how life takes it's crazy turns sometimes? you just never know...NEVER say NEVER...thats all im saying...
its definitely hard for me. because for ONE thing he lives so far away...and for me to even be in a relationship with someone, i need lots of attention. just like any other girl right? so its very hard not being able to see him at all when i need to see him...and i havent been in a relationship with someone in a LONG time! so its gonna take awhile to get used to, but i think it's worth it. i know you guys dont understand our relationship. i mean you see us together and i am mad at him, or we are fighting, but thats just how we are. we have something, that is definitely not NORMAL. but it's how we are, and we understand it. and i dont expect you guys to, but i hope you do soon. and i hope u get used to seeing us together not just as "christelle and fernando the weird friends" but as something else more than that.and i definitely dont expect u guys to like it or accept it, but i just ask that u undertand and maybe be happy for us? maybe? i hope! haha...cause we seriously care what u guys think.i mean we REALLY care, so if u have anything to say about it, please let us know. cause u guys mean like the world to us. for sure...i mean steven knows that! haha. so yeah i am really happy right now, and so is he. HE BETTER BE at least! haha......so....yeah thats that. haha i dont know what else to say...
so...thats my life as of right now...working, school...friends! fernando...yikes!..hahaha...but everything is good right now...i cant wait until spring break and the summer...i really wanna take a lot of trips! like CABO...or snowboarding! or..camping!!...or maybe even CHICO! so i think we all need to come together and definitely plan some things out...ok? ...
anyways, i am going to watch a movie right now. CORPSE BRIDE or IN HER SHOES. today is for sure a chill day for christelle. and i will be waiting to see what kind of Q's you guys have for me...
until then.......peace*****