I know i should be brave but im just too afraid

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wow. this weekend was crazy. Went to kathies saturday and hung out with some people. Came home last night and katie and katie slept over. i dont know. Ive just been thinking lately and i really want to change my life. I want to get it together. I dont want to be this person anymore ya know? Im sick of it so im changing. Im deffinetly changing. Im so excited for like my life to start. I dont need any of this shit ya know. i talked to serkan today for about an hour which is good. i miss him hes coming up in december which should be awesome i cant wait to see him. His roomates funny. You know im so in the mood for bright eyes. like i want to drown myself in bright eyes ha. i havent gone to a show in forever either. Oh oh i forgot. serkan gave me his student ID and password and shti so i can send him packages and stuff. im so excited im gunna send him and his roomates like food and shit. i cant even wait. Ugh god I really am having a fucking emotional break down. im just so unhappy.

If you close your eyes we will always be the way we were that night you crawled inside of me. You slept in my blood the way you sleep now.