You signed it, I will love you always and forever..

Jul 21, 2004 18:57

i just got the biggest reality check. ever.

after watching the roast, was time for banquet. i was sitting there and the lines were too long so i didnt feel like going up to get food, cause the way they serve food is different on banquet. the theme is fairytales, and all of a sudden they start playing lion king and the AAASAWAAAYYYNNYYAAA and i laughed to myself. then i did the biggest skitz thing and like imagined claire flapping her arms and covered in maxi pads.

then all of a sudden i realized, wow. im really not going back to ty. and im really gonna have to wait 11 months just to be with everyone again at ty. and that thought just made me really upset. i walked out of the room on the verge of tears. its just when you have that horrible feeling in you, like your missing something, thats when i lose it.

i mean dont get me wrong, im excited to get home. and maybe once im there i wont be missing camp as much if that makes any sense, its just that being here at sprout with none of my friends makes me really sad.

im gonna go make myself a bagel or something.

<3always, Monica
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