Oh...I've tried
Everyone always wonders why I go back.
I wondered for the longest time myself.
And then I figured it out.
I tried not to. I tried to move on and forget about it. I've even been on dates. I've had some really cool dates with some really nice guys. And you know you have a great date and the first person you want to tell about it is your best friend. He's my best friend here. And then you have the bad dates. The ones where he doesn't really talk so you spend the whole movie joking with jenna instead....he's my best friend. He knows me. He cares. The end of the day its him. Even though he hurts me and even when I hate him.
I wondered for the longest time myself.
And then I figured it out.
I tried not to. I tried to move on and forget about it. I've even been on dates. I've had some really cool dates with some really nice guys. And you know you have a great date and the first person you want to tell about it is your best friend. He's my best friend here. And then you have the bad dates. The ones where he doesn't really talk so you spend the whole movie joking with jenna instead....he's my best friend. He knows me. He cares. The end of the day its him. Even though he hurts me and even when I hate him.