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2006, you really kicked my ass. I'd have to say it was most defintly my hardest year yet. I'm hurting from that year, but I'm still here. I made it to 2007. And lemme tell you, there were times it didnt feel like I was going to.

But it ended it probably the most perfect way. Which was nice. I truly felt as though I deserved an ending as nice as I got.
I was with some of the people I care about the most, old and new, and truely felt cared for. It was a comfortable way to end a hard year and start the next one.

I'm not making any sense I realize, but you wont mind.

And now I sit here and I think about this upcoming year.  It's scary.
It's very scary.

I've got a lot coming. And a lot is going to change. It is all change. My family is changing, my lifestyle is changing, my work is changing, my residence will change, my friendships will change, my relationship will change.

And while I'm nervous as all hell about whats going to happen, I also cant help but be excited.
Super excited.

Because yes, 2006 I'll give it to you, you really kicked my ass. But I also learned a lot. And I grew a lot.
And for that I am truely thankful for.
That is my silver-lining to 2006.

So 2007, bring it. I look forward to seeing what I have to write this time next year.