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Hello people...
The past few days have been sucky....where do i begin....
Number 1 :...Brian and I went to Old Navy cause he wanted to buy these cool pants....they were too tight on him..very emo....anyway....before we went in the store i accidentally dropped my cell phone by my car...we were in the store for less than 15 minutes....that was enough time for this stupid jerk to steal my cell phone......we called it thousands of times to see if anyone would pikc up....nothing.....we kept calling....he answers....whistles....and hangs up.....????
he calls brian back from my phone....and tells brian to meet him in front of target...so there we go......we wait....he never showes up....he never calls back....and turns my phone off.
Number 2: fighting and arguing with someone that I love....it hurts.
Number 3:...last night i go to this one lake....the weather feels good....nice time to be outside....i bring my notebooks so i can write some songs....the sun went down and it got dark....as i was getting ready to leave this huge guy comes up and starts asking me for cash...hysterically.....at this point my adrenaline is way up there.....i think about running....i think about punching him....i consider the possibility that he has either a gun or a knife....so i open my wallet and i say : " this is all the cash i have".....he takes it....at this point i dont know what else to do....i cant really see him....or if he is armed...so i wait....he punches my lip....and my stomach....and takes off running....by then i couldnt realy breathe too well....the wind was knocked out of me....so i get my bag and head to my car.....quite an experience.
remember kids....dont go to dark places at night.....you'll get the wind knocked out of you....a fat lip....and 40 bucks will be stolen from you.
Number 4: more fighting and arguing with loved ones....hurts more.
so that was the past 4 days or so...
violence is not a good thing....but if one day you find yourself pissed....sad....half drunk....half asleep....frustrated....alone.....and maybe more who knows?......smash a guitar twice against the floor.....it doesnt fix anything....its not an answer to anything....but it feels quite good....it will serve nicely as decoration on my walls.
the good thing about all this....is that i realize that im never alone....and no matter what happens....i can feel safe...and peaceful.....i dont have to worry about anything....its not in my hands.
peas out!
The past few days have been sucky....where do i begin....
Number 1 :...Brian and I went to Old Navy cause he wanted to buy these cool pants....they were too tight on him..very emo....anyway....before we went in the store i accidentally dropped my cell phone by my car...we were in the store for less than 15 minutes....that was enough time for this stupid jerk to steal my cell phone......we called it thousands of times to see if anyone would pikc up....nothing.....we kept calling....he answers....whistles....and hangs up.....????
he calls brian back from my phone....and tells brian to meet him in front of target...so there we go......we wait....he never showes up....he never calls back....and turns my phone off.
Number 2: fighting and arguing with someone that I love....it hurts.
Number 3:...last night i go to this one lake....the weather feels good....nice time to be outside....i bring my notebooks so i can write some songs....the sun went down and it got dark....as i was getting ready to leave this huge guy comes up and starts asking me for cash...hysterically.....at this point my adrenaline is way up there.....i think about running....i think about punching him....i consider the possibility that he has either a gun or a knife....so i open my wallet and i say : " this is all the cash i have".....he takes it....at this point i dont know what else to do....i cant really see him....or if he is armed...so i wait....he punches my lip....and my stomach....and takes off running....by then i couldnt realy breathe too well....the wind was knocked out of me....so i get my bag and head to my car.....quite an experience.
remember kids....dont go to dark places at night.....you'll get the wind knocked out of you....a fat lip....and 40 bucks will be stolen from you.
Number 4: more fighting and arguing with loved ones....hurts more.
so that was the past 4 days or so...
violence is not a good thing....but if one day you find yourself pissed....sad....half drunk....half asleep....frustrated....alone.....and maybe more who knows?......smash a guitar twice against the floor.....it doesnt fix anything....its not an answer to anything....but it feels quite good....it will serve nicely as decoration on my walls.
the good thing about all this....is that i realize that im never alone....and no matter what happens....i can feel safe...and peaceful.....i dont have to worry about anything....its not in my hands.
peas out!