You Should Have Never Known...

[let_it_speak]

I want it all to leave me be, I wish everything could end.
I hate the turns thrown at me, all the curves and all the bends.
Never thought I'd let you know, my demons that wait inside.
You must be lost, I'm sorry dear, my secret I couldn't hide.
But now you've walked away from me, you never really cared.
Wanting you so badly, my heart had really dared.
Now you see a part of me, you never would have known.
Never would've heard my pain, I never would've shown.
To put this all past you now, I'll help you with your stress.
Put the blade to my skin, feeling lost and so depressed.
Pressng harder as it moves, blood flowing down my arm.
Finally free from mortal pain, yet causing no such harm.
Feeling faint and barely breathing, numbeness now takes hold.
Rushing, falling to the floor, whispers still untold.
Pooling blood surrounds me as I lay here on the floor.
Leaving you behind, see your face nevermore.
Finally broken from my chains, as everything goes black.
I will never feel the pain of loss, and I will never once look back.

-Mo-