Aug 17, 2004 14:27
Today was rather uneventful yet again....and the more boring things are...the more I tend to start thinking. God knows, I think too much sometimes.
I got to thinking today about the way people change. Even when you don't think you've changed...you have. Also, people change things themselves, thinking its for the better, when it really isn't. Take for example...(and I know this is a crappy example, but anyway) Brian and I. Brian and I were best friends for like...EVER. The kid knew me better than anyone else did at the time. He know my thoughts so well that he practically thought for me. Anyway, we made the mistake of dating, and then breaking up and totally ruining our "relationship" Now, don't get me wrong, I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, and this did, and it put me with other people, in other relationships, made other relationships stronger...yadda yadda yadda...but it screwed us over for what we used to be. I realize we've drifted apart, and honestly I'm happy with where I am and who I'm with, but I miss what he and I used to have. He mentioned this girl he's been talking to lately that has kind of just "been there", and he acts like its a new thing that she's there. Well, I've always been there, the way she has, and probably more so than she ever will be...but things changed. Reading that is what got me to thinking. Thinking is never really a good thing. Sorry for the rambling. I just wish that people never changed.
School is kind of boring. I enjoy it though. Everyone is there, my teachers are decent and such, but, its kind of boring. I'm ready for my clubs and stuff to start back. I need to be more active in Interact, and NHS is about to start up and such. Mock Trial will start back in September, well, for me at least. I'll probably be sick of it once February rolls around b/c I get it at school, and in the office since the firm is representing us...but I'm ready to start back. Plus, I get to spend some time with Jasmin, and Matt. I really like spending time with them. I think we'll have a blast this year.
Have a great afternoon everyone, and a wonderful HUMP day tomorrow.
Also, another random thought. I was listening to the G105 showgram this morning while getting ready and while driving to school. Bob was complaining that men don't get anything out of the engagement, and yet women get an ump-teen thousand dollar ring to show off. Is it not enough for you men to just have the satisfaction to have 1)us 2) us showing off the ring that you bought us 3)to not ever have to buy another peice of jewelery that is that expensive ever again? Anyway, if women were to give men something for an engagement, what the hell would it be? Surely not a ring....