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[let_it_rainbaby]

I Have a Headache From This

gah I have a headache big time

I want to go home, but then again I don't

I want to be somewhere where no one knows me

where no one knows my past

where no one knows my present

But then again I don't

I want to be with so many people, that can't be together at once

I hate this feeling inside

this feeling I can't describe

not even to myself

Its all so confusing to me

frustrating even more so

iv'e had this happen before to me

and it's eating me alive...again.

I wish it would all go away

but thats way out of line.

this first time this happened, i ruined something great

but found something else wonderful

now i'm at the breaking point of ruining something great again

and i don't want to

maybe now isn't the time

for something so great to take place

sometime in the future, is when this great race should take its toll

but for now the race, the fight, the greatness has to end

for i'm afriad that if it doesn't

that something great forever will end

I Have a Huge Headache From This