& This is directed to YOU people-
ONE GROUP OF PEOPLE- SO TWISTED. SO CROOKED. There is honestly something very WRONG with you.
I don't believe I've ever, in years throughout high school, middle shcool - between Chatsworth to Northridge to Reseda to Simi - met a person so dictating towards one group of people. A group of people that are so lost in knowing right from wrong that it seems they have absolutely NO MIND OF THEIR OWN.
It must be nice to have a group of followers trailing behind you, every place you attend to.
There's a difference between FRIENDS and FOLLOWERS.
There's just a few that haven't quite figured it out yet.
But that's okay. you'll get your turn, I'm sure.
Before he felt the need of taking over complete control of anything that walked, I witnessed some of the greater friends of this dictator's past. Old friends that would be put down and walked over by the so-called 'new and wonderful group of friends'. And for what reason? unknown -- most likely to be coooooooooool? I'd assume. alright, so i'll give a couple of you the benefit of the doubt -- in the sense that you just didn't really give a shit about what was going on, & prefered sitting around smoking all day and not caring who's friendship was being betrayed or who was getting hurt -- BUT as long as YOU were still invited to these kickbacks.. as long as YOU were still invited to these parties ... as long as YOU made your appearance with the dictator himself, everything was fine. right? riiiight.
No, there's nothing wrong with wanting to have a good time with a large group of people that you spent most of your high school years with. There's nothing wrong with wanting to attend most parties/kickbacks/outings/whatevers. But it's the backwards mentality straining this very particular group of people. I've honestly NEVER met anyone like you. & no, that's not a good thing.
If you're at peace with this lifestyle you're living... Then i'm sorry... I'm sorry for the people in both our lives that had to suffer, or WILL suffer, from your bullshit... and like I said, one by one- you have or WILL turn on one another, eventually. I can guarentee that.
I believe I know TWO people.. TWO.. out of dozens.. out of this class of 'oh five' at santa susana (& not the entire class I might add, these people know who they are)... yet there's only TWO who see right through you, other than myself.
I remember she would try to tell me.. back in june.. everything I've just tried spitting out into this entry.. and I understood - but not quite to this extent yet- that SHE was one of the only people I know who TRULY has a fucking mind of her own - always have, always will -
Even when you pushed her so far into the ground listening to one of your little idiot-companions outrageous LIES, this girl stood strong ... and you know, still to this day she is so fucking KIND to you people - not out of pity, not out of desire to hang around you - but out of pure decency and goodness from her heart - EVERYTHING OPPOSITE OF YOU - she stands up for TRUTH.
I know the other person I've watched closely is the sweetest soul you'll ever fucking come across -and he'll NEVER backstab you, no doubt - he won't stand up for the discouraged because he's 'taking their side' - he'll stand up for what's RIGHT, motherfuckers. Bryan Becker that is, you could learn a thing or two from him. orrrrrr just go ahead and continue with your cold shoulders, un-invitations, shit-talking, two-sided faces, and fake grins. We'll see where it all gets you a few years from now. I've got twenty bucks that says NOWHERE.
I AIN'T THE BITCH, KARMA IS.
It's sad because this man is actually capable of making such an impact on the lives of the infamous 'oh five' ... he is actually capable of turning a group of straight-up fuckin nerds into his little crew of mind-twisted slaves ... and then deciding, (by pick-and-choose on a week-to-week basis), who's fuckin 'COOL' ENOUGH to be in his presence. He knows this too, and that's just what makes it even more sick.
It's funny because had this entire group of people grown like this in any other neighborhood... in any other community... in any other school... besides Simi Valley, it would be over by now. It would HAVE BEEN over a long time ago. There's no room for this fucking shit in the real world kids. It's not okay ... & normal people understand that. Yes, there's always bullshit, drama & fights at every high school, especially in the area we all live in... but NEVER, in my years of growing up, attending different schools, have I EVER met a group of people like you.
Get a fucking brain of your own. peace.
I don't believe I've ever, in years throughout high school, middle shcool - between Chatsworth to Northridge to Reseda to Simi - met a person so dictating towards one group of people. A group of people that are so lost in knowing right from wrong that it seems they have absolutely NO MIND OF THEIR OWN.
It must be nice to have a group of followers trailing behind you, every place you attend to.
There's a difference between FRIENDS and FOLLOWERS.
There's just a few that haven't quite figured it out yet.
But that's okay. you'll get your turn, I'm sure.
Before he felt the need of taking over complete control of anything that walked, I witnessed some of the greater friends of this dictator's past. Old friends that would be put down and walked over by the so-called 'new and wonderful group of friends'. And for what reason? unknown -- most likely to be coooooooooool? I'd assume. alright, so i'll give a couple of you the benefit of the doubt -- in the sense that you just didn't really give a shit about what was going on, & prefered sitting around smoking all day and not caring who's friendship was being betrayed or who was getting hurt -- BUT as long as YOU were still invited to these kickbacks.. as long as YOU were still invited to these parties ... as long as YOU made your appearance with the dictator himself, everything was fine. right? riiiight.
No, there's nothing wrong with wanting to have a good time with a large group of people that you spent most of your high school years with. There's nothing wrong with wanting to attend most parties/kickbacks/outings/whatevers. But it's the backwards mentality straining this very particular group of people. I've honestly NEVER met anyone like you. & no, that's not a good thing.
If you're at peace with this lifestyle you're living... Then i'm sorry... I'm sorry for the people in both our lives that had to suffer, or WILL suffer, from your bullshit... and like I said, one by one- you have or WILL turn on one another, eventually. I can guarentee that.
I believe I know TWO people.. TWO.. out of dozens.. out of this class of 'oh five' at santa susana (& not the entire class I might add, these people know who they are)... yet there's only TWO who see right through you, other than myself.
I remember she would try to tell me.. back in june.. everything I've just tried spitting out into this entry.. and I understood - but not quite to this extent yet- that SHE was one of the only people I know who TRULY has a fucking mind of her own - always have, always will -
Even when you pushed her so far into the ground listening to one of your little idiot-companions outrageous LIES, this girl stood strong ... and you know, still to this day she is so fucking KIND to you people - not out of pity, not out of desire to hang around you - but out of pure decency and goodness from her heart - EVERYTHING OPPOSITE OF YOU - she stands up for TRUTH.
I know the other person I've watched closely is the sweetest soul you'll ever fucking come across -and he'll NEVER backstab you, no doubt - he won't stand up for the discouraged because he's 'taking their side' - he'll stand up for what's RIGHT, motherfuckers. Bryan Becker that is, you could learn a thing or two from him. orrrrrr just go ahead and continue with your cold shoulders, un-invitations, shit-talking, two-sided faces, and fake grins. We'll see where it all gets you a few years from now. I've got twenty bucks that says NOWHERE.
I AIN'T THE BITCH, KARMA IS.
It's sad because this man is actually capable of making such an impact on the lives of the infamous 'oh five' ... he is actually capable of turning a group of straight-up fuckin nerds into his little crew of mind-twisted slaves ... and then deciding, (by pick-and-choose on a week-to-week basis), who's fuckin 'COOL' ENOUGH to be in his presence. He knows this too, and that's just what makes it even more sick.
It's funny because had this entire group of people grown like this in any other neighborhood... in any other community... in any other school... besides Simi Valley, it would be over by now. It would HAVE BEEN over a long time ago. There's no room for this fucking shit in the real world kids. It's not okay ... & normal people understand that. Yes, there's always bullshit, drama & fights at every high school, especially in the area we all live in... but NEVER, in my years of growing up, attending different schools, have I EVER met a group of people like you.
Get a fucking brain of your own. peace.