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[let_her_have_it]

he told me he was falling for me
we cant go out or do much
seeing as we both work to survive
which means not a whole hell of a lot of spending money
but its the small things
like him holding me when we fall asleep or his smile
or his god awful stupid dorky laugh.... that i would miss if i never got to hear it again
or when he opens the car door for me
or holds my hand
or tells me i am beautiful when i know i look like hell
or wanting to look good for my man =]
names tend to disappear and become endless and nauseating amounts of "baby" "babe" "hun" "dear" "sweetie"
there is something about him
i can hear myself saying "i love you"
but i wont just yet haha ... too soon mayhaps?
but i know he feels the same way
i can see myself spending the rest of my life with him
and i know he feels the same way
it's true what they say you know
"when you meet the right one....you just know"
melissa told me that i told her that the day boston and i started chit chattin at work i came home and told her "melissa... i met the guy i am gonna marry today"
we will see.
even though we already know.
creepy.

p.s. tattoos before xmas damnit
i am dead set and determined