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[let__go]

I know people are probably sick of me talking about you

but I cant stop crying

It's been almost years and still havent visited you yet

I have no excuse

I dont know if i could handle it

I miss your mom

I miss when you used to pick up

I miss that time you hit your head on the precenium

I miss oredering food from rocky horror

I feel like if I put this all out here you'll see it

I hope your proud of me I hope your happy and that you dont hurt anymore

you mean sooo much more too soo many people than I ever will.

I wish it was me.