Life in these bones
I sometimes feel so old and tired but recently there is a new life in these old bones. And I know that 33 is not old, but that is sometimes how I feel. I actually wake with excitement and looking forward to the day to come! I have dreams again and I have hopes. I am still very dedicated to ADF and though I needed this much personal time to transform and become me again, I feel I have let down in some ways. I know only I can change that feeling. I plan on getting back into the swing of things there but it has been hard to find a pattern to this new life that I can remember things. So now I have a planner and blackberry to keep me on track! I am loving being back in school and hungry to learn more and more! I am also so in love with my new found family and wife. Then today, I awoke with this hunger to do more for my immediate community. I decided to find out what to do to start a support group at the place I work at for the gay/lesbian/bi/trans/queer community. Through reading Stone Butch Blues, finding other books of inspiration, and learning what means to have a real support system, I finally feel alive and free and able to do things.
Well, off to do work, school, and research doing this support group thing! Love you all!
Well, off to do work, school, and research doing this support group thing! Love you all!