The why
You want the why written out.
You want me to write that which made my mind up.
I could write of this or that, but will you hear it?
Do you really want the why or is it just fuel to the fire.
I am scared to write it out.
I am scared to let you in to the parts of me again.
But you want the why, isn't fear that you will cause pain enough?
No of course not you want me to pull the scab off both of us and look deep into the wounds.
The why is not important because you will never hear it.
I tried once to tell you the why.
I gave seven years to speaking or writing out things.
And if I have to say the why, what good will it do?
So I don't write it yet.
I need to know some things too.
Yet curiousity killed the cat.
Let me go and know I was for you as you were for me, better a memory.
You want me to write that which made my mind up.
I could write of this or that, but will you hear it?
Do you really want the why or is it just fuel to the fire.
I am scared to write it out.
I am scared to let you in to the parts of me again.
But you want the why, isn't fear that you will cause pain enough?
No of course not you want me to pull the scab off both of us and look deep into the wounds.
The why is not important because you will never hear it.
I tried once to tell you the why.
I gave seven years to speaking or writing out things.
And if I have to say the why, what good will it do?
So I don't write it yet.
I need to know some things too.
Yet curiousity killed the cat.
Let me go and know I was for you as you were for me, better a memory.