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it seems like people around me are dropping like flies. this boy, rory, who was at one point one of my closest friends was hit by a train yesterday and killed. i dont think its hit me yet. i guess becuase he pretty much hated me. wed bump into him at marion and he would only say hello to manal.
gen rang me up to tell me and said shed be in contact about the funeral. the question is, should i go to his funeral? would he have wanted me there...i broke his heart. it was the first time that i had ever been drunk and i was on the downside. at this point we used to hang out at school and we were really close. he was looking after me, getting me water and buckets. and then he said that he loved me and i told him to leave me alone. lets just say our friendship never really recovered.
hes the fifth person from my year at sacred heart to die.
he dies and i catch a virus, great.
gen rang me up to tell me and said shed be in contact about the funeral. the question is, should i go to his funeral? would he have wanted me there...i broke his heart. it was the first time that i had ever been drunk and i was on the downside. at this point we used to hang out at school and we were really close. he was looking after me, getting me water and buckets. and then he said that he loved me and i told him to leave me alone. lets just say our friendship never really recovered.
hes the fifth person from my year at sacred heart to die.
he dies and i catch a virus, great.