Blood, Sex, and Bondage 2. 1/?
Title: Blood, Sex, and Bondage 2. 1/?
Author: Vickie
Rating: NC17
Summary: Past and present mistakes aside, what about the future?
Word Count: 2,007
Pairings: James/Sirius, Sirius/Bellatrix, James/Bellatrix, James/Bellatrix/Sirius, James/Lily
Warnings: Lemons, Het, Slash, Adultery, Bondage, Blood Play
Disclaimer: Harry Potter is the property of JK Rowling. No copyright infringement is intended. I just like to molest her characters.
Setting/Genre: AU
AN: After gods know how many months I have finally finished part one, not sure how many parts there are going to be, but I do remember someone wanted me to include Remus in this little or not so little story. Thanks to my best friend Angel, for helping me out <3. This is unbeated, so please excuse the thousands of mistakes, one day I will learn, but sadly today is not that day.
Sex, Blood, and Bondage 2.
James stood in the doorway of his bedroom and watched his wife, her red hair fanned out on her pillow, as she slept peacefully, no idea the turmoil her husband was going though. He rested his head against the doorframe, his face grimacing as he was in pain. James wondered not for the first time how everything had ended up the way they had. He wondered how he had ended up married to a woman he didn’t love. James knew he was making a mistake when he married Lily, even as he stood at the altar and said his vows he knew deep down that it was a mistake, but his sense of honour and loyalty had stopped him from calling the wedding off.
As he watched her sleep, he remembered a time when Lily Evans was all he ever thought about, he had chased after her since he was fifteen, her red hair, green eyes, and sweet smile had fuelled many of his adolescent fantasies. He had been relentless in his pursuit finally capturing her in their seventh year at Hogwarts; he had been ecstatic in his victory as he regarded it and hadn’t stopped smiling for days, annoying many of his friends.
Being with Lily had been James’ dream and in the beginning, he had been very happy, but he soon learned that the reality was very different from his dream. The two had little in common. It was obvious to him that Lily didn’t like his friends. She could barely tolerated Sirius, and James knew Sirius didn’t care much for Lily either, although his reasons were quite different then hers. Thinking of his best friend brought a smile to James’ face.
James wondered when his fantasies of red hair and green eyes turned into black hair and grey eyes, just thinking about them made his body burn with want. He checked the clock and wondered if Sirius would be at home, and if he was, was he alone?
James smirked when he thought how the image of Sirius’ muscular body turned him on more than his wife’s slim body. He knew whom he had to thank for that. James never knew how unexciting his sex life had been until he walked in on Sirius and Bellatrix fucking. He had had a fight with Lily and was suffering from a case of blue balls after Lily had refused to sleep with him again and like he usually did, he went to his best friend and found him in the middle of fucking his cousin. Bellatrix had seen him and had proceeded to torment him until he had snapped and taken her harder than he had ever taken another witch.
The following morning he had felt guilty that he had cheated on Lily and he had done everything in his power to make it up to her, although she never knew what he had done. It was due to his guilt that he proposed to her, Lily had accepted and James had told her to plan any wedding she liked and to spare no expense.
Sirius had been far from pleased when he had heard the news of James and Lily’s engagement. He had Flooed over to James’ home intent on giving him a piece of his mind, but James had blocked him at every turn and set it up so he was never alone with him. It was at James and Lily’s engagement party that Sirius had finally gotten James alone. Lily had taken James’ spare no expense to heart and had booked a private room at the Crystal Terrace, the finest restaurant in Wizarding Britain.
An hour into the celebration and Sirius was ready to leave; he had grown tired of Lily showing off her engagement ring, not to mention all the brainless twits cooing over it. He had excused himself under the pretence of wanting a cigarette and had sought refuge in the beautiful gardens of the Crystal Terrace; even in his dark mood, Sirius could appreciate the beauty that surrounded him. As he lit his cigarette, he spied James sitting in a gazebo at the bottom of the gardens. Taking a drag of his cigarette Sirius walked down the well-lit path towards the gazebo.
He dropped the cigarette to the floor and crushed it under his boot, sitting down besides James, he asked, “Shouldn’t you be inside celebrating with your fiancée,” he spat that last word out in distaste.
“Sirius, I know you don’t like Lily,” James began ignoring Sirius’ snort, “but I love her and I’m going to marry her.”
“You love her so much that you were fucking Bella just a few weeks ago,” Sirius replied.
“That was a mistake.”
“You keep telling yourself that,” Sirius said as he stood up, “but you know you’ve never felt so free as you did when you were buried between Bella’s thighs.”
“You’re wrong,” James replied as he stood up intent on rejoining his engagement party.
“She sends her congratulations, Bella,” Sirius chuckled.
“What?” James asked turning back to stare at Sirius.
“Bella heard of your engagement and sent her congratulations,” Sirius answered smirking at his best friend, “I won’t repeat her exact words, but she wishes you well, but if Evans can’t keep you satisfied she’ll be happy to lend you a hand, she said she’ll ride you til you break.”
As much as he tried to, James was unable to mask the look of desire that Bellatrix’s repeated words invoked in him. Seeing the flash of desire cross James’ face, Sirius pressed his advantage. He pushed James up against the side of the gazebo caging him in, he pressed his body hard against James’ and in a husky tone, he whispered all the things Bellatrix would do for him, too him, and all the things he had done to Bellatrix just hours before. He described in detail his last encounter with Bellatrix, from the feeling of her tight, wet heat surrounding him to the sounds she made as he brought her over the edge repeatedly.
Sirius ran his hands down James’ shirt covered chest, he toyed briefly with the buttons before continuing lower until he reached the large bulge pressing against his thigh. Sirius rubbed his hand over James’ erection, before pressing his hand down hard over, dragging a strangled moan from James’ parted lips.
“Is that for Lily, Bella, or me?” Sirius asked tauntingly.
“Lily,” James replied gritting his teeth, he tried desperately to stop his bodies reaction to Sirius, the feel of Sirius’ chest against his, his hand rubbing his cock was driving James mad. He had never been attracted to men before, but right now, all James wanted was to feel Sirius’ hand wrapped around his cock. Fighting the urge to moan aloud. “I love Lily,” he added, or though James wasn’t sure whether he was trying to convince Sirius or himself.
“Tut tut Prongs, didn’t anyone ever tell you its wrong to tell a lie,” Sirius mocked, placing his lips against James’ neck he paused waiting to see what James would do, he felt James swallow, but he didn’t push him away. Taking that as permission to continue Sirius sucked on the sensitive flesh of his neck, while he slowly lowered the zipper on James’ dress trousers.
James gripped the railing of the gazebo tightly but didn’t attempt to stop Sirius, his mind was a whirl of thoughts, he could see Lily’s tear stained face looking at him in disappointment and sadness, but he didn’t tell Sirius to stop, he simple pushed the image away. As much as he claimed otherwise James knew deep down in his soul he wanted this.
Sirius slipped his hand inside James’ trousers and then into his boxers, wrapping his fist around James’ erection, with his free hand he popped open the button on James trousers. Pulling him free, Sirius pushed James trousers and boxers down his legs before wrapping his fist around his cock again, he pumped him roughly a few times, before releasing him. Sirius smirked as he heard James whine of disappointment and dropped to his knees in front of him, not giving James the chance to object. Sirius darted his tongue out and licked the head of his cock tasting the beads of pre cum that gathered there, moaning at the taste he wrapped his lips around the head of James’ cock and sucked on him.
James let out a strangled cry at the feeling of Sirius’ mouth wrapped round his cock, blowing out a breath he looked down at Sirius, he couldn’t hold back the moans of pleasure as watched his cock disappeared into his mouth.
Sirius swallowed around James’ large girth taking him deeper into his mouth, he sucked hard onto James’ cock and was rewarded with James hissing out his name in pleasure. He ran his hand up James’ legs and cupped his balls; he rolled them in his hand before tugging on them sharply.
James bit his lips as the pleasure washed through him, letting go off the railing, he thread his fingers into Sirius hair and forced him down further on his cock, he felt his cock hit the back of Sirius’ throat and swore in pleasure. He could feel a tingling sensation at the base of his spine and knew he was close. Holding Sirius’ head in both hands he thrust into his welcoming mouth roughly, he felt his balls tighten and came with a roar emptying himself into Sirius’ mouth.
Sirius felt James’ seed spurt into his mouth and swallowed savouring the taste, remembering the last time to tasted James’ release off of Bellatrix’s breasts, standing up he looked at James and could already see him putting his blocks back up, Sirius sighed, “You still won’t admit that this is what you want will you?”
“I don’t want this,” James replied shakily has he pulled up his trousers and fastened them.
Sirius opened his mouth to reply but a voice stopped him.
“James, darling, come back inside,” Lily called out.
“Coming Lily,” James called back.
“No, she just missed that,” Sirius smirked.
“Sirius...”
“I know what you’re going to say James,” Sirius sighed, “it was a mistake, it won’t happen again; you don’t want me or Bella. But, you know, it wasn’t, it will, and you do.”
“You’re wrong,” James denied but it sounded hollow to his own ears, “now, are you going to rejoin the party?”
“No, after blowing you out here, it would seem a bit rude of me,” Sirius said, “I think I’m going to go and find Bella, she’ll help me get rid of this,” he added rubbing his own erection.
James couldn’t help the moan that escaped him when he saw the bulge in Sirius’ pants.
“Unless you’re willingly to lend me a hand,” Sirius grinned.
“No,” James replied rather quickly, taking a step away from Sirius, he didn’t trust himself around Sirius at the moment; he knew despite his words to the contrary, it wouldn’t take much for him to bend Sirius over the side of the gazebo and fuck him.
“James,” he heard Lily call again.
“I’ve got to go,” he said moving down the path towards the doors.
“I’ll see you later Prongs,” Sirius said, “I’ll tell Bella you say hello,” he added before Apparating away.
James was torn from his memory by the sound of moaning, he was only half-surprised to discover it was his, looking down he groaned as he saw the bulge in his pants, he lifted his head and stared at Lily again, but the thought of making love to her turned his stomach. He checked the time again and sighed walking out the bedroom he made his way down the stairs into the living room and walked over to the fireplace, grabbing a handful of Floo powder he decided to go and see if Sirius was home, he could use a hand with his problem. In a flash of green flame, he disappeared.