Cognitive Thinking (still need a current event)

Feb 19, 2004 22:02

I really don't feel like updating right now, but I guess I'll explain my week.
It started on Monday night; I didn't feel like being around anyone...I just felt like sitting and watching TV in seclusion. And on Tuesday....I was still feeling pretty sick and I couldn't talk, so I took some cold medicine. I started feeling very displaced and sad again. I didn't want to talk to anyone, and I kept thinking about my life. I couldn't really concentrate, mainly from the headache and sinus pressure stuff. I remember during lunch I was just sitting there thinking and I started watching people in the room. Suddenly everything seemed unreal and the voices were far-off. I felt the sounds change; my heart started beating faster. Then everything was way too overwhelming and I had to leave.
It was the same on Wednesday, too. Except I only felt like being alone, not talking....I felt unhappy and I still couldn't eat much. I began to feel better, being around my friends at TCBY. And today was
much better...It definitely wasn't as bad as before, but I don't have an appetite. And there's still a feeling lingering....loneliness?
Yea, I know this isn't a big deal, but I just thought it was strange.



"Miranda"
I really like this painting...there's somthing about it.

*And if I were your appendages...
I'd hold open your eyes
So you would see-
That all of us are heaven sent
There was never meant to be only one*

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