I really don't feel like updating right now, but I guess I'll explain my week.
It started on Monday night; I didn't feel like being around anyone...I
just felt like sitting and watching TV in seclusion. And on
Tuesday....I was still feeling pretty sick and I couldn't talk, so I
took some cold medicine. I started feeling very displaced and sad
again. I didn't want to talk to anyone, and I kept thinking about my
life. I couldn't really concentrate, mainly from the headache and sinus
pressure stuff. I remember during lunch I was just sitting there
thinking and I started watching people in the room. Suddenly everything
seemed unreal and the voices were far-off. I felt the sounds change; my
heart started beating faster. Then everything was way too overwhelming
and I had to leave.
It was the same on Wednesday, too. Except I only felt like being alone,
not talking....I felt unhappy and I still couldn't eat much. I began to
feel better, being around my friends at TCBY. And today was
much better...It definitely wasn't as bad as before, but I don't have
an appetite. And there's still a feeling lingering....loneliness?
Yea, I know this isn't a big deal, but I just thought it was strange.
"Miranda"
I really like this painting...there's somthing about it.
*And if I were your appendages...
I'd hold open your eyes
So you would see-
That all of us are heaven sent
There was never meant to be only one*