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well thats it... he kissed my best friend... there was a glimmer of hope but that was snuffed out. i'll be okay.
here are some thoughts...
“Some day, when I’m awfully low…”
“Another day has almost come and gone
Can't imagine what else could go wrong
Sometimes I'd like to hide away somewhere and lock the door
A single battle lost but not the war
Tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain”
“the summer days are gone too soon, you shoot the moon and miss completely and now you're left to face the gloom, the empty room that once smelled sweetly of all the flowers you plucked if only you knew the reason why you had to each be lonely. was it just the season?”
“I don't know when I've been so blue
Don't know what's come over you
You've found someone new
And don't it make my brown eyes blue
I'll be fine when you're gone
I'll just cry all night long
Say it isn't true
And don't it make my brown eyes blue”
“Baby tell me where'd you ever learn
To fight without sayin' a word
Then waltz back into my life
Like it's all gonna be alright
Don't you know how much it hurts
When we don't talk
When we don't touch
When it doesn't feel like we're even in love
It matters to me
When I don't know what to say
Don't know what to do
Don't know if it really even matters to you
How can I make you see
It matters to me
Maybe I still don't understand
The distance between a woman and a man
So tell me how far it is
And how you can love like this
'Cause I'm not sure I can”
“I can't take this feeling anymore
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me Novacaine
Out of body and out of mind
Kiss the demons out of my dreams”
“I own my insecurities I try to own my destiny
That I can make or break it if I choose
But you take my words and twist them 'round
Til I'm the one who brings you down
Make me feel like I'm the one to blame for all of this...”
“You break my spirit and cut my pride,
And take away everything in which I confide.
You may tread on thin ice, but I walk on water
Everything solid beneath me has gone -
Leaving me with only water to walk on.
This instability is killing me, and I think that I may drown -
May as well - in the tears that I've cried;
Sacrificed everything - even my pride…
But even if I do, at least I'll reach the bottom and find something true.
I slip down below the surface, below the depths of my soul.
Well let me breathe out the air I'm choking on…
I'm stumbling over the words I wish I could say,
I'm praying for some type of resolution;
But it won't come my way” (thats my latest handy-work)
“when i close my eyes
i think of how it used to be
that's when i realized
just how much you mean to me”
"Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what its like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it."
here are some thoughts...
“Some day, when I’m awfully low…”
“Another day has almost come and gone
Can't imagine what else could go wrong
Sometimes I'd like to hide away somewhere and lock the door
A single battle lost but not the war
Tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain”
“the summer days are gone too soon, you shoot the moon and miss completely and now you're left to face the gloom, the empty room that once smelled sweetly of all the flowers you plucked if only you knew the reason why you had to each be lonely. was it just the season?”
“I don't know when I've been so blue
Don't know what's come over you
You've found someone new
And don't it make my brown eyes blue
I'll be fine when you're gone
I'll just cry all night long
Say it isn't true
And don't it make my brown eyes blue”
“Baby tell me where'd you ever learn
To fight without sayin' a word
Then waltz back into my life
Like it's all gonna be alright
Don't you know how much it hurts
When we don't talk
When we don't touch
When it doesn't feel like we're even in love
It matters to me
When I don't know what to say
Don't know what to do
Don't know if it really even matters to you
How can I make you see
It matters to me
Maybe I still don't understand
The distance between a woman and a man
So tell me how far it is
And how you can love like this
'Cause I'm not sure I can”
“I can't take this feeling anymore
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me Novacaine
Out of body and out of mind
Kiss the demons out of my dreams”
“I own my insecurities I try to own my destiny
That I can make or break it if I choose
But you take my words and twist them 'round
Til I'm the one who brings you down
Make me feel like I'm the one to blame for all of this...”
“You break my spirit and cut my pride,
And take away everything in which I confide.
You may tread on thin ice, but I walk on water
Everything solid beneath me has gone -
Leaving me with only water to walk on.
This instability is killing me, and I think that I may drown -
May as well - in the tears that I've cried;
Sacrificed everything - even my pride…
But even if I do, at least I'll reach the bottom and find something true.
I slip down below the surface, below the depths of my soul.
Well let me breathe out the air I'm choking on…
I'm stumbling over the words I wish I could say,
I'm praying for some type of resolution;
But it won't come my way” (thats my latest handy-work)
“when i close my eyes
i think of how it used to be
that's when i realized
just how much you mean to me”
"Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what its like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it."