May 02, 2005 01:10
Okay, so, I have a lot to say on here and I have been saying for weeks now that the next time I update I will talk about ALL of it...or at least most of it....well, guess what? I lied. It is late, I am tired and grumbly and have been working on my STUPID research/essay ALL F'ing day! No, really...ALLLLLLL day and what do I have to show for it? A ton of paper and ink wasted because I had to print information off line with my reeeaalllyy slow printer, a huuuugggeee headache(there are no words)and absolutely no progress from where I started. I have almost 2 pages and I'm not even going to keep the intro. that I have. Ha, yea, total shit. I don't know what I am going to do from here on? I have no idea how I'm going to pull this off. I've really done it this time. I honestly can't remember when the last time I sat down and worked all day on homework/papers. I just can't seem to do it and today I only did it because I was forced.
I hate the world. This could just be the research paper talking righ now but...no, it's more than that. I would get into that but I'm just to damn tired. I really should just leave everything where it is (it's a mess down here) and just go upstairs, grab my animals and slither into bed. I just haven't been sleeping well though. This thing, with other things, has been on my mind, which then causes the lack of sleep. Oh man, just remembered, I have to get that stupid ticket signed somehow. My mom wants me to go into the police station and ask someone, ha, yea right. But it's starting to look like I have no choice. I still need to ska the sheriff at school but he might not be able too and then, I am screwed. Looks like I am screwed in som many parts of my life right now that it hurts to be conscience. I can't believe I've been at this all day with nothing really to show for it. I should really sleep. My head is now making me sick...I have had this alllll day too! I took tension headache stuff and it did nothing!>O STUPID PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOOUUPPIID ME!!!!!!