Re: Will be missing the old youlestatdelctOctober 14 2005, 16:30:27 UTC
Th enew journal will have the same name as this, cleverly enough with the number2 at the end. Easy Peasy Lemon Squeezy as they used to say. As for the story with Nicolas, that's almost wrapped up as well. There will be 20 chapters and an epilogue, and chapter 19 is done and ready to be put into HTML. There are just (some good, some not) lingering distractions that keep my fingers from tending to the task.
What I do want to make clear is this: It seems when I post something here like this, people tend to see the greatest lament possible. Perhaps that is just mortal tendency. I want it known that the truth of it all is that I do know - for many souls out there, that I have been a hero of sorts. Hell, you think my vanity doesn't know that? -laughing- Of course I do. Merely there are times in all of this eternity when I do not feel the part, oui? My eyes grow tired, and I feel to have had enough. Usually, something comes along just when I need it, and there is part of me which hopes I've been found again in these hours of passing shadows, for how nice it would be to give in for a while. It might be nice to be the one who is held closely and then pushed toward the surface again. But forgive me if I ramble. It makes sense up here, and in here - you know?
So don't make too much of it. I'll be around hopefully as convival as before if not moreso. I guess we'll all wait and see?
What I do want to make clear is this: It seems when I post something here like this, people tend to see the greatest lament possible. Perhaps that is just mortal tendency. I want it known that the truth of it all is that I do know - for many souls out there, that I have been a hero of sorts. Hell, you think my vanity doesn't know that? -laughing- Of course I do. Merely there are times in all of this eternity when I do not feel the part, oui? My eyes grow tired, and I feel to have had enough. Usually, something comes along just when I need it, and there is part of me which hopes I've been found again in these hours of passing shadows, for how nice it would be to give in for a while. It might be nice to be the one who is held closely and then pushed toward the surface again. But forgive me if I ramble. It makes sense up here, and in here - you know?
So don't make too much of it. I'll be around hopefully as convival as before if not moreso. I guess we'll all wait and see?
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