Jan 02, 2012 22:02
It's been a while. I think that it was only a few days after my last post in 2009 that I fell into the longest and deepest depression of my life. I took self-destruction to a whole new level for about 2 years there. It didn't help that Eros was also in a pretty deep depression, as was almost everyone else around me. I nearly drank myself to death. I totally lost my swagger and replaced it with a cheap vaudeville bravado better suited to a 70's porn than to a life of consequence. Anyway, I have missed this journal. I'm obviously out of practice at expressing myself. I promise that I will do better next time. See you soon.