Sep 05, 2005 21:26
Eh, Hey Guys . Theres Nothing Realy To Report, Haha, So I Realy Dont Know Why Im Updating Now, But, Whatever Yo.
Uhm, Whats New Eh? Hmmm,
For Starters ,Ive Been Thinking, And Im Probably One Of The Most Ungreatfull Persons In The World, It Kinda Makes Me Sick, How Blessed I Am, And Have Always Been, And That I Can And Do Complain About Just AnyThing. And Most Of The Things I Have That Bring Me Joy, Do I Even Praise God For Them ? That In My Constant WickedNess And Spitting On The Cross, The Lord Still Blesses Me With These Material Comforts And Things, Which In Its Way Could Not Be A Blessing At ALL ! When You Ponder On It , But Just More Obsticals And Things To Keep My Eye.
Which Brings Me To A Great Praise ... Oh How Great The Lord Is, And The Blood Of Christ And His Forgiveness, That Even Tho I Am Sickly Sinfull, And Turn Astray So Often, The Lord Will Keep Me, And Bring Me Back , And I Am Constantly Asking For Forgiveness, And For The SAME THINGS!!!
How Can I Be In True Repentance If I Do NOT Turn Away!!! And SO I PRAY ! That The Lord Will Change My Heart And Desires , That I May Desire HIM, Over These Things , And In His Great Mercy And GoodNess,Im Forgiven, And He Will Change My Heart, But Then In My WickedNess I Find Another Toy , To Love And Desire , Over Christ. Instead Of Enjoying To Toy,But With Greater Joy And HappyNess Of The Giver ! I Always Seem To Forget Him. And When He Should Take It Away In His Great Mercy, What Do I Do ? Am I Mad,As If I Deserve It? But How I Should Prais God In Repentance And Great Joy. That He Spared Me From That.
Man , Praise GOD That Salvation Is Not Through Our Good Works, Becaus, Haha, I Would Surely DIE In Despair.
Which Is An Amazing Comfort To Me, That At Night, I Can Pray To The Lord Confidenly, Becaus Its Not Of My Works I Can Stand Before Him, But Christ Who Paid And Stands Before ME, Whome The Lord Sees.
Well I Dont Know ,,, I Most Certainly Cant Complain, Life Is Great.
And Uhh ,,, Hmm Oh My Parents Are Going To Costa Rica Next Week For A While, Pray For Their Safe Passage And Uh ,,,
Were All Going There For Christmas,Which Will Be Real Cool.(Just Aftor Christmas Realy).
Hmmm,Oooh, Im Pretty Sure Im Gunna Be In Chior This WHOLE Year, Which Will Be AWESOME !!! Haha ,Ive Wanted This For A While,SO, Well See How It Works Out, Haha.
Guys, Be In Prayer For Our Youth Group Too, That You Would Be Carefull In How You Cary Yourselves,That You Would Be Good Examples To The Youngers, And That We Would Show Christ Like Love To Them, And Look For New Kids ! Haha , Pray That I Would At Least , Becaus Im So Dumb, And Generaly Ignore Them And Assume Its Anothers Duty To Love Them, Which Is Sad, And Sick.
So, Ill Pray For It, And For You Guys.
But eh, Hmmmm... Ive Been Reading 1 Samual As A Study,And Other Stuff, But Its Realy Amazing , Theres So Much Stuff That I Dont Even Have A CLUE That Went On In Some Of These Books, For One, In Uh ...Daniel,7: 8: 9: And I Think Some Other Areas , Or Some Of Those, Daniel Is Given Visions About The End Times , And The Anti Christ, And In Other Areas I Think, Angels Interpreted His Visions , And Gabreal One Of Them .
Well , You Guys Should Read It If Your Interested , It Was Just Amazing To Me , How Much I Dont Even Know About The Basic Stories In The Bible , And How Movies , Sadly , Have Scewd My Views On Things.
But Yea. Haha , Uhm .
I Dont Know What To Say AnyMore Realy , So , You Guys Have A GoodOne.
Pray For My Diligance* In The Reading Of The Word Of God,And My Spiritual Walk.
But Uh , Okey Yoz, Cya.
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