i am finally seeing that i was the one worth leaving.
hello.
i'm in the NACC computer lab finishing up my spanish midterm and i had the urge to write in here. last night i saw the cure which was absolutely amazing. our seats weren't fabulous, but at least we weren't so far back that robert smith was a tiny speck on the stage. yep. and they played "just like heaven" which is one of my all-time favorite cure songs. it made me so happy. i remember my first month at college and being so miserable that the only thing that made me happy was that song. anyway. nessa was also there and i finally got to meet her boyfriend. he seems like a very nice lad. =) so it was a great show and i'm really glad i went. being in philly made me realize that i have this small urge to go to school in a city. i always thought that i wouldn't enjoy going to school in a city because there are lots of distractions, too many people, etc. but last night i realized that i kind of do want to be in a city setting. maybe providence? i don't know. we'll see. definitely not aurora, new york for the next three years.
jes has got me hooked on this band called the postal service. they're absolutley amazing. they have some of the most intelligent and thoughtful lyrics i have ever heard, and they just make me reallyreallyreally happy. as do modest mouse as of late. ahhh i love music. it's excellent. anyway, i just had to share that. because i've finally found music that relates to me at this point in my life and that i can really enjoy.
school. i go back to school in under three weeks and i don't really know how i feel about it. i'm excited, but i'm also not as excited to be in the middle of nowhere again. it can really fuck with your head if you don't get out of there at least once a week. thank god i have my own car. i am, however, excited to start learning again. i know that sounds really dorky, but this past year at college has made me realize how much i really do love learning. it's one of the most amazing things. high school didn't have the ability to make me love learning, but being at college does. and i have some good classes lined up. not to mention a great roomate =) so i hope that it's a good semester.
i think that's all i have for now. i know i've said this like 34848585 times in the past year, but i'm creating a new livejournal very soon, and i'll put the people on my list who comment on my last entry. i hope you all are doing well.
love,
nikki.
i'm in the NACC computer lab finishing up my spanish midterm and i had the urge to write in here. last night i saw the cure which was absolutely amazing. our seats weren't fabulous, but at least we weren't so far back that robert smith was a tiny speck on the stage. yep. and they played "just like heaven" which is one of my all-time favorite cure songs. it made me so happy. i remember my first month at college and being so miserable that the only thing that made me happy was that song. anyway. nessa was also there and i finally got to meet her boyfriend. he seems like a very nice lad. =) so it was a great show and i'm really glad i went. being in philly made me realize that i have this small urge to go to school in a city. i always thought that i wouldn't enjoy going to school in a city because there are lots of distractions, too many people, etc. but last night i realized that i kind of do want to be in a city setting. maybe providence? i don't know. we'll see. definitely not aurora, new york for the next three years.
jes has got me hooked on this band called the postal service. they're absolutley amazing. they have some of the most intelligent and thoughtful lyrics i have ever heard, and they just make me reallyreallyreally happy. as do modest mouse as of late. ahhh i love music. it's excellent. anyway, i just had to share that. because i've finally found music that relates to me at this point in my life and that i can really enjoy.
school. i go back to school in under three weeks and i don't really know how i feel about it. i'm excited, but i'm also not as excited to be in the middle of nowhere again. it can really fuck with your head if you don't get out of there at least once a week. thank god i have my own car. i am, however, excited to start learning again. i know that sounds really dorky, but this past year at college has made me realize how much i really do love learning. it's one of the most amazing things. high school didn't have the ability to make me love learning, but being at college does. and i have some good classes lined up. not to mention a great roomate =) so i hope that it's a good semester.
i think that's all i have for now. i know i've said this like 34848585 times in the past year, but i'm creating a new livejournal very soon, and i'll put the people on my list who comment on my last entry. i hope you all are doing well.
love,
nikki.