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((OOC: Sooo. I am a dumbass. Anyone else ever call a hiatus pretty much as soon as the problem gets solved, because that totally just happened to me. >_< I apologize for any angst I may have caused, and will attempt to be less of a dumbass in the future. I'm posting now before I forget, but I have class soon, I'll tag back later!))
I've been thinking. Plotting, actually, but that word reminds me of fighting and peril. Although, to be honest, there probably will be fighting and peril. I'm fighting for something, after all. But I seem to have hit a speed bump, a rough patch in my path to understanding, to stopping something, to saving...very many people, literally and figuratively.
I remember what I've learned. God, I couldn't forget some of those images if I tried. Bucky. Sharon, oh, please let her be all right. And everyone is suffering, and I'm. Well, I'm the least of it. I know images fade, that things that appeared to be clear as a bell once can lose focus, but I swear I won't lose focus on this.
But what happens when I go home? Will I remember all I learned? If I think of a plan, will I remember that? If I don't think of a plan, will I at least remember what might happen, so I can think of a plan as I go along? Will I remember the good, the bad, or only the ugly? Will I even remember the ugly? If I forget everything...will everything happen the same way?
Can I really change this?
Tony, we have to talk. You know this place better than I do, and I won't let myself forget what you showed me. But what if it happens because of the City? Is there anything that can be done, to make sure I remember?
I've been thinking. Plotting, actually, but that word reminds me of fighting and peril. Although, to be honest, there probably will be fighting and peril. I'm fighting for something, after all. But I seem to have hit a speed bump, a rough patch in my path to understanding, to stopping something, to saving...very many people, literally and figuratively.
I remember what I've learned. God, I couldn't forget some of those images if I tried. Bucky. Sharon, oh, please let her be all right. And everyone is suffering, and I'm. Well, I'm the least of it. I know images fade, that things that appeared to be clear as a bell once can lose focus, but I swear I won't lose focus on this.
But what happens when I go home? Will I remember all I learned? If I think of a plan, will I remember that? If I don't think of a plan, will I at least remember what might happen, so I can think of a plan as I go along? Will I remember the good, the bad, or only the ugly? Will I even remember the ugly? If I forget everything...will everything happen the same way?
Can I really change this?
Tony, we have to talk. You know this place better than I do, and I won't let myself forget what you showed me. But what if it happens because of the City? Is there anything that can be done, to make sure I remember?