May 01, 2006 13:42
I hate this. I hate that I feel this way. I never wanted this to happen. I want to apologize, but I dont even know what I would be saying sorry for. I didnt ask for any of this. I think I should just stay away from people for a while. I'm tired of being the girl who causes problems for people without even realizing it. Despite the fact that this whole situation was unintentional, I feel like it's all my fault. Somehow I've hurt 2 people without meaning to. I just dont know anymore. I'm sorry for anyone who has been involved in my confusion lately.
I just wish that I could see what others see, my life would be easier that way. I also wish that I wasnt so confused about life. But, I can wish all I want and the situations wont change.
Basically, I'm bad news and you should probably all just walk away now.