lately
yeah i havent wrote in a while but heres whats been going on...I BROKE UP with Rebecca even though shes saying she did but w/e i dont really care. anyways i have really started to like this girl named briana and im pretty sure she likes me , but im probaly wrong but idk ... i sure hope i have some what of a chance with her. anyways, i ve been skateboarding quite a bit in my basement and relearning a bunch of tricks and stuff .. and ive been practicing with my bands a little bit.. but yeah ive just been really sad lately... i just hide it.. i just dont know anymore. i think im gunna start showing at school how i really feel most of the time.. cause when im at school i just act like nothing is wrong but when i get home everything is totally different...its like im a different person or something.but whatever no one seems to give a shit so w/e . my life has totally been a fucking wreck ever since ashley dumped me like a month or two ago..but w/e i cant even stand to look at her anymore because of how much shes changed now...i just dont know anymore.i wish i could have someone who acctually cares about me... i wish that someone was briana, idk why though... but i realllllllly realllly like her and i would DIE to go out with her! it would be so awesome. but whatever ... shes going out with brad baker [who is a fag] ..but that will probaly last like a day just like his other 2000000 girls hes gone out with this year lol . but yeah im gunna go now ... talk to u peoples later