Long Sleep

Nov 03, 2002 17:15

Hey all.....I got up this morning at 12, and I ate a little somethin', then I asked my mom if I could use the car today so I could get to see Miranda for a little while, but ya know what the answer was..."no, were goin' to heidi's, we can't use the truck, we have to use the car"...so I just said, okay whatever, I went back upstairs and went back to bed, and I just got up right now at 5:18. Yeah, its really late now. I'm really pissed off that I didn't even get to see Miranda today. I was hoping that I would get to last night, and today. I didn't get to see her much yesterday. She had a pep band thing yesterday that I went and saw. A football game also. I wasn't really payin' that much attention to it though. It was really cold that day. After the game I went to her house and she's lettin' me use her Tool hoodie. Its very comfortable. I had to leave yesterday around 6:10 cuz I had to be home around 7 so that way my parents could use the car to go all the way in ohio to see rick and patty. I was so miserably bored last night. I had nothing to do at all but just stare at the wall in my bed while they were gone. No one online to talk to, nothin'. So I just layed there until 3 or 4 in the morning until my family came home. Then while I was goin' to sleep, my mom came in and kept checkin' on me. Arrg! I don't know what to do right now....I'm so frustrated with things right now, its drivin' me nuts. I'm sick to my stomach about this. I've lost my train of thought in this house anymore. Anything I do will never please my family. Me and my sis caught them sayin' that "maybe if we're lucky, a mack truck will hit 'em" pretty much that goes to show you how much they care about us. I feel like just gettin' on my bike with my backpack, and just goin' somewhere....I dunno where, maybe if I'm lucky a mack truck will hit me on the way to somewhere, am I right?

The day before yesterda which was friday was really good. Miranda called me to see if I wanted to go job hunting with her. So I did. We got to O'Charleys, and she got an application. She filled it out some in the car. I think I was drivin her nuts, heh. Then we decided to eat there, so we waited in the car some, and in the lobby. It was pretty nice. The food was ok. Then we went back to my place, and layed there talking to each other, and all that good stuff ;) Not bad for our 3 month anniversary! =)

Well I'm gonna get off this fuckin' thing, its givin' me another headache. Too much on my mind right now. Later people!
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