Falling in and out of love just like that....
Love sucks....or guys suck...oh hell they both suck!
I'm going to start off by saying how sorry I feel for anyone who is in love or have been in love, no matter what happens in the relationship people who are in love always seem to get hurt. For example....my Aunt Lisa and her fiancee, Phil. I can't even describe how much they were or seemed to be in love, they made Romeo and Juliet look like amateurs in the game.
So it ends up last night Phil told my aunt that he doesn't want to marry her, that he doesn't love her and never has, and that she needs to move out. My aunt is now a mess stuck all alone in Petoskey, probably drinking millions of glasses of wine.
My aunt doesn't need this, not very successful in relationships, this is just another one to add to the pile. And I'm so confused, why would he take my aunt all the way to Italy, ask her to marry him, then tell her that he has never loved her?? And the worst part of it all is that Phil was SO nice SO SO SO nice, and I was looking forward to having him as my uncle and, Dave and Bree my cousins...
I'd rather not fall in love and save myself the hurt and mess that it makes.
My aunt is coming to live with us now for awhile, I don't want to see her hurt...I can't stand people who hurt others for no reason....it's not right and I'm getting more pissed off writing in this fucking stupid ass journal that no one will read, whatever I need to vent....GOD!!!! BOYS ARE SOOOOOOOOO MEAN!!!!
So to Phil, and everyone who has hurt me, or anyone close to me, FUCK YOU!
I need a drink.. :(
I'm going to start off by saying how sorry I feel for anyone who is in love or have been in love, no matter what happens in the relationship people who are in love always seem to get hurt. For example....my Aunt Lisa and her fiancee, Phil. I can't even describe how much they were or seemed to be in love, they made Romeo and Juliet look like amateurs in the game.
So it ends up last night Phil told my aunt that he doesn't want to marry her, that he doesn't love her and never has, and that she needs to move out. My aunt is now a mess stuck all alone in Petoskey, probably drinking millions of glasses of wine.
My aunt doesn't need this, not very successful in relationships, this is just another one to add to the pile. And I'm so confused, why would he take my aunt all the way to Italy, ask her to marry him, then tell her that he has never loved her?? And the worst part of it all is that Phil was SO nice SO SO SO nice, and I was looking forward to having him as my uncle and, Dave and Bree my cousins...
I'd rather not fall in love and save myself the hurt and mess that it makes.
My aunt is coming to live with us now for awhile, I don't want to see her hurt...I can't stand people who hurt others for no reason....it's not right and I'm getting more pissed off writing in this fucking stupid ass journal that no one will read, whatever I need to vent....GOD!!!! BOYS ARE SOOOOOOOOO MEAN!!!!
So to Phil, and everyone who has hurt me, or anyone close to me, FUCK YOU!
I need a drink.. :(