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Just got home from dropping off Justin...we hung out for awhile..did homework..it was fun...I love that kid!
Anyway........
..today was interesting...I woke up...started homework...which NEVER happens! EVER!!! while I did homework I watched General Conference....which was VERY difficult..it takes MUCHO higher thinking...haha! So yeah....I was the only one having a good day....everyone else around me was stressed or depressed and I felt like I was the only one ok..so I HAD to help everyone....I tried....I threw it out there...but no one bit...no one needed me...I guess thats what happens........................But then...it was MY turn...I knew the day was too good to be true...For once I was ok..but then...BAM!...I get the news about Dylan...It makes no sense why him, of all people, he has been through so much already, he doesnt need this.....Let it be me, instead of him...Let me take his burden...He's already sick...let me take it....Im not weighed down, he is...Why?! I wanna know why....For once Im the one asking why, not him...its always Dylan who asks me why...I always have the answers for him....and now when I have questions....who's there to answer me?....I miss him.....I miss him soo much...Its crazy how i use to take for granted the days I had with him..the days we would stay home from school together and just talk...ALLLLLL day long....He was awesome...I'd give anything to have him be ok....anything...I love you Dylan...more then you will ever know...
-Cam
Anyway........
..today was interesting...I woke up...started homework...which NEVER happens! EVER!!! while I did homework I watched General Conference....which was VERY difficult..it takes MUCHO higher thinking...haha! So yeah....I was the only one having a good day....everyone else around me was stressed or depressed and I felt like I was the only one ok..so I HAD to help everyone....I tried....I threw it out there...but no one bit...no one needed me...I guess thats what happens........................But then...it was MY turn...I knew the day was too good to be true...For once I was ok..but then...BAM!...I get the news about Dylan...It makes no sense why him, of all people, he has been through so much already, he doesnt need this.....Let it be me, instead of him...Let me take his burden...He's already sick...let me take it....Im not weighed down, he is...Why?! I wanna know why....For once Im the one asking why, not him...its always Dylan who asks me why...I always have the answers for him....and now when I have questions....who's there to answer me?....I miss him.....I miss him soo much...Its crazy how i use to take for granted the days I had with him..the days we would stay home from school together and just talk...ALLLLLL day long....He was awesome...I'd give anything to have him be ok....anything...I love you Dylan...more then you will ever know...
-Cam