Dec 25, 2003 18:04
Well today was alright! Spent it with both families! Didn't get too much this year, but hey, its not about that. I'm happy with the time i spent with family! So yeah, that sums up Christmas!
Gotta work tomorrow at 10:30am to 5:00pm! Nice hours! I'll get good money! That's the same for Saturday also! After work on Saturday, I'm gonna go cash my check, and put some Christmas money in the bank!....then spend time with my dad! That should be fun! I really havent had much..."me" time, but oh well, who knows when that'll come!
On....Monday, or...tuesday...cant remember which day....Dylan and I fought....AGAIN! It just gets me how I use to say ANYTHING and he would understand...his sense of humor WAS just like mine...its changed now...he's changed. All he cares about is Steph, not that thats bad, but he needs to realize that from the looks of it...and pretty much what HE tells me....that that relationship is going DOWN hill! He tells me alllll this stuff he wishes he could do....and TELL her, but, he cant! WHY??!! Well because 1st of all, she wont even SHOW him a picture of her....but yet, OH HE LOVES HER SOO MUCH! She's NEVER one when he needs her! He's tells me that he has needs to, and wants to tell her how he feels, but does he? NO! He yells at me, takes stuff out on ME, thinking and HOPING, it'll make HIS problems better! Ha! I have my own problems and DONT wanna deal with yours! Im sorry! THEN! THEN! THEN!!!!! He says im dwelling on the past! HA! Fuck that! The past...IS THE PAST! Im done with it! I DONT LIKE HIM LIKE THAT ANYMORE! BUt NOOOO he cant believe me! That seems to be a reoccuring factor in our fights...shoot, fighting IS a reoccuring factor! Im sick of it! ppl read our fights, and cant understand why i still talk to him...HES MY FRIEND! Bottomline! I love the guy like a brother! But come on....i cant take it anymore....one of these days i guess...he'll realize whats going on....I guess I'll just wait till that day comes....
-Ca,m