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my sleep paralysis earlier ...for once... was not scary but highly up lifting.
it took place in my old room again, and this time everything was filled with colour
and it started with me spinning in circles again slowly and i would elevate to different areas in my room and then sorta zoom in on them?
eventually i elevated to my window and was floating out into the sky and it was
an amazing feeling.
i eventually see you running along side ... sort of in slow motion and im spinning and floating just behind you...
and you said something similar... that i wasn't seeing you right.
and somehow i wanted you to know that i was looking at you with my heart... so i made my hands in the shape of a heart and looked at you through my hands.
and you said i still wasn't looking.
it seemed impossible to communicate as you kept running in slow motion and i couldnt get you to stop.
but then somehow you did... and i was like falling into you and everything got this very saturated blue hue to it, and your eyes started to glow a neonish green, and you smiled like an incredible smile and at that moment i felt like i finally understood something.
and right as i went to get close to you it all washed together and im stuck on my bed
unable to move.
no demons? very different for me.
it took place in my old room again, and this time everything was filled with colour
and it started with me spinning in circles again slowly and i would elevate to different areas in my room and then sorta zoom in on them?
eventually i elevated to my window and was floating out into the sky and it was
an amazing feeling.
i eventually see you running along side ... sort of in slow motion and im spinning and floating just behind you...
and you said something similar... that i wasn't seeing you right.
and somehow i wanted you to know that i was looking at you with my heart... so i made my hands in the shape of a heart and looked at you through my hands.
and you said i still wasn't looking.
it seemed impossible to communicate as you kept running in slow motion and i couldnt get you to stop.
but then somehow you did... and i was like falling into you and everything got this very saturated blue hue to it, and your eyes started to glow a neonish green, and you smiled like an incredible smile and at that moment i felt like i finally understood something.
and right as i went to get close to you it all washed together and im stuck on my bed
unable to move.
no demons? very different for me.