okay
As of 5pm today, i will be 72 hours into my juice fast.
So far i have i have juiced:
mandarin oranges
strawberries
blackberries
raspberries
apples
watermelon
red grapes
carrots
cantaloupe (<3 <3 <3)
i feel absolutely amazing. i am in a great mood (except for when i start to feel weak and tired) which doesnt happen until about the end of the day anyway.
I was thinking to myself why i started this... and there was 2 main reasons and alot of little sub reasons... but one of the main reasons was because i wanted a change, and i wanted to actually challenge myself to do something with my life. i realized i am letting to much of my life just slip and fall into a state of repetitive sleepiness. and i want more from myself, and i think this was a good idea.
I have been noticing little things that people say and do (something you do that i lovvvve)
and i realize they make me smile and learn a little bit about people. i feel wayyy more alive than i have for like the past 4 months.
i think i will be able to realize and break alot of my habits and addictions... I realized i actually have a very strong will when I put my mind to it. but im sure most people do. the physical habits seem easier to break than the emotional and mental ones. but i think through this fasting, and gnostic meditation... i will be able to learn whats buried inside of me, disassociate from this, so i can build myself up to the person i always wanted to be.
also, i feel like i got my best friend back <3 i missed you
So far i have i have juiced:
mandarin oranges
strawberries
blackberries
raspberries
apples
watermelon
red grapes
carrots
cantaloupe (<3 <3 <3)
i feel absolutely amazing. i am in a great mood (except for when i start to feel weak and tired) which doesnt happen until about the end of the day anyway.
I was thinking to myself why i started this... and there was 2 main reasons and alot of little sub reasons... but one of the main reasons was because i wanted a change, and i wanted to actually challenge myself to do something with my life. i realized i am letting to much of my life just slip and fall into a state of repetitive sleepiness. and i want more from myself, and i think this was a good idea.
I have been noticing little things that people say and do (something you do that i lovvvve)
and i realize they make me smile and learn a little bit about people. i feel wayyy more alive than i have for like the past 4 months.
i think i will be able to realize and break alot of my habits and addictions... I realized i actually have a very strong will when I put my mind to it. but im sure most people do. the physical habits seem easier to break than the emotional and mental ones. but i think through this fasting, and gnostic meditation... i will be able to learn whats buried inside of me, disassociate from this, so i can build myself up to the person i always wanted to be.
also, i feel like i got my best friend back <3 i missed you