Gotta vent
I haven't written ina grip so I figured what the heck. I got a cold yesterday and I'm not happy about it. When I get sick I look like death, as well as feel it. But I'm actually not in a bad mood today, for once. I went to the doctor for my 5 month. Baby's heartbeat is good. We have the ultrasound tomorrow to see how they're developing and hopefully to see if it's a boy or girl. I'm showing hardcore. It's definately weird but really sinking in now this is happening. My life will forever be changed in a positive light. I can hopefully become like my Mom. Minus 5 kids though ha!
Work has been a pain in my rear. It started around the 4th of July. I had the worst 1st trimester in history, in fact lost 6 lbs during it. So I had to call in one day due to this. I come in the next working day and my Manager just straight gets on me in front of everyone. Not in a professional manner whatsoever, to the point where I cried in front of everyone and had to walk away to avoid losing my job. So immediately I go home and start applying for other jobs and whatnot, and I go for an interview, and get offered a job right offa the bat. I was surprised cuz I was a nervous wreck. I hate being questioned.
I put in my notice and everything at this job, but then starting to think about it, I felt bad. Don't ask me why, I thought maybe now isn't a good time for a change, being pregnant and all. So I decided to stay. Alex may take orders at Fort McCoy, if that's the case we would move in November/December and I could just stay at home, or work part-time. Which would be wonderful.
But since all of this crapola at work, one week my lead, and manager were scheduled to be off. Which would put me in charge since I'm the Senior here. I had a big problem with this becuz I am not a lead or manager, and it's not my place to do their job becuz my manager overlooked the vacation calender. They got on my case, and they decided I would do it. In the end my manager changed it cuz of personal things but still, just the thought of it pissed me off beyond belief.
And they tell me not to stress myself out. F word that.
And then my lead, we both start at 12:45. Well, when she can leave early she does, but if I wanted to she would tell me well she's exempt and I get paid overtime so I have to stay. It's hard on me becuz she's my good friend too, and I don't want to be like well sorry you get paid way more than me to put up with staying late here and there as well. It's just too much BS sometimes. I really hope Alex gets orders so I can get out of this hellhole.
Anyways lunch is up and I gotta go back. I'm so tired! But excited for tomorrow. It's just insane.
Work has been a pain in my rear. It started around the 4th of July. I had the worst 1st trimester in history, in fact lost 6 lbs during it. So I had to call in one day due to this. I come in the next working day and my Manager just straight gets on me in front of everyone. Not in a professional manner whatsoever, to the point where I cried in front of everyone and had to walk away to avoid losing my job. So immediately I go home and start applying for other jobs and whatnot, and I go for an interview, and get offered a job right offa the bat. I was surprised cuz I was a nervous wreck. I hate being questioned.
I put in my notice and everything at this job, but then starting to think about it, I felt bad. Don't ask me why, I thought maybe now isn't a good time for a change, being pregnant and all. So I decided to stay. Alex may take orders at Fort McCoy, if that's the case we would move in November/December and I could just stay at home, or work part-time. Which would be wonderful.
But since all of this crapola at work, one week my lead, and manager were scheduled to be off. Which would put me in charge since I'm the Senior here. I had a big problem with this becuz I am not a lead or manager, and it's not my place to do their job becuz my manager overlooked the vacation calender. They got on my case, and they decided I would do it. In the end my manager changed it cuz of personal things but still, just the thought of it pissed me off beyond belief.
And they tell me not to stress myself out. F word that.
And then my lead, we both start at 12:45. Well, when she can leave early she does, but if I wanted to she would tell me well she's exempt and I get paid overtime so I have to stay. It's hard on me becuz she's my good friend too, and I don't want to be like well sorry you get paid way more than me to put up with staying late here and there as well. It's just too much BS sometimes. I really hope Alex gets orders so I can get out of this hellhole.
Anyways lunch is up and I gotta go back. I'm so tired! But excited for tomorrow. It's just insane.