Jul 08, 2004 04:56
All that I want is some kind of lasting peace in my life. Why do people have to be so ignorant of each other's feelings? There's so much I've had to hold back for so long, all in fear of hurting someone, meanwhile I feel like I've been getting kicked in the head the entire time.
I'm not doing well.
I've never done well, but it never seemed so different.
My poor reader, if this is all my years of teenage angst bottled up coming back to bite me in the ass, then I apologize to you just as much as I do myself. You can read about the next 14 year old that cuts himself because he didn't make the football team. If this is living I don't want it anymore.