May 08, 2005 23:29
I was thinking today that perhaps I make life more complicated than it should be. Chris' favorite saying is "let it go"...and maybe he's right. He is right. Things should be let go more often. But it's not always easy to let go. Sometimes life hurts, and the pain it brings isn't easily erasable...at least not for me. At least not most of the time. And if someone, or something, that was once important to you can just be "forgotten" so easily...did you really love them, or it, in the first place? I'm confusing myself, so I'm done with that one.
I was also thinking today that I'm too negative, that my hair is too dark, that braces are making my teeth yellow, and that if I did eventually learn to let everything go, my life would be dull and monotone. I think I think too much. I think Maria Mena and I would be friends.
Anyways, today I went out to eat for Mother's Day at Applebee's with the family. I had steak and it was yummy. Also, one of my baby turtles is dying and his condition is grossing me out.
Also, tomorrow is the Lifehouse concert which I'm very excited about...as long as they play music from their first CD and not too much else.
I'm starting to feel dizzy though, and should probably get some sleep. Tonight, I'm going to dream about having a big, wide mouth, and a definitive jawline. For sure.
Goodnight all.