Denial
It seems like everytime i do anything "wrong" i block it out... pretending nothimg ever happened. I kind of figure that maybe if noone reminded me of certain things I have done then i would forget them all together. I erase from my mind things i have done,or said and even people i have been with. Everytime i take a step forward i am pushed a mile back. I feel like a statue, everyone is moving around me but i am stuck. and although some people stop to pay attention for awhile they end up always leaving me. I HATE THIS. I wish that i could understand why i let people influence me to start things that i had worked so hard to stop.
I
wish
I could
break all my
mirrors. then i
could be free from
myself. I wouldnt ever
worry about what everyone
else thought about me because
I would be happy with myself
I wouldnt have to make my
body so sick all the
time and I could
maybe finally
be safe
from
me
I
wish
I could
break all my
mirrors. then i
could be free from
myself. I wouldnt ever
worry about what everyone
else thought about me because
I would be happy with myself
I wouldnt have to make my
body so sick all the
time and I could
maybe finally
be safe
from
me