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[lesserterror]

I think I may have a break-up on my hands. Justin has changed. He doesn't doesn't show up when he says he will, he will make other plans on top of our plans, he doesn't make plans to do things with me (he expects me to make them), he doesn't do a lot of things anymore. I don't know. I hate it when we fight, because he goes into hiding. While he wants to go into hiding, I want to see him. I want to resolve things. As long as we communicate, we are perfectly able of getting past this rough patch, but I worry because he does not communicate as wel anymore. I feel like he is going through something that he isn't telling me about, and it worries me. Meanwhile, I just want to spend some time with him. He is asking for space, so I am reluctantly giving it to him. If he comes back, and smartens up, we'll be fine. If he doesn't change, then it's going to have to end. Not too long ago, I could not have imagined even thinking about breaking up. Now, I realize that we may have to. He's not as relationship-savvy as I always thought he was.

I'm going to cut this short. My grandpa is here to see me. I want to spend time with him.

Advice anyone? I've never been this deep into a relationship. I don't want out, I want through.