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I don't know if I want to be at UVic next year. I've met a lot of people here, and I get along with everyone (exclusing one.) I have also clicked with a few people. There has only really been one person that I really care about. Ever since I got back I haven't been talking or hanging out with anyone. There are the few times where I go and hang out with people, but it's forced. When I'm with them I enjoy myself, but when I'm not it doesn't bother me. Katie, Ally and Nicole are the girls that I have gotten closest to. They're nice people, but they don't have very much in common with me. I'm becoming less concerned with bridging this gap. I can't tell if the reason they care that I am not hanging out is genuine or non genuine. My opinion of whether they care or not is everchanging. When I do make the effort to hang out with them they make me feel like I'm not part of the group anymore. I feel like they are talking behind my back about how I don't make time for them. After a few minutes, the air eases up. However, the initial attitude makes me wonder why I even bother. On Friday, I met Mitch's friends. A few of them are attractive, and I've mentioned that to the girls. Now, I feel like the reason that Katie is trying to get a hold of me the last few days is because she wants me to introduce her to them. I'm not used to girls like this. I'm not the only one who has noticed that I am different from these girls, a lot of people have mentioned to me that I am, and that they don't get why I hang out with them...and it's hard to say. They're not bad people, they're just diferent from me. They notice it too, and I think that they are starting to notice it more. I will figure out at the end of the semester whether or not I want, but I am considering SFU... I wonder how the Political Science program there is...