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To follow up the last post,
We ended things. I don't know if that what he really wanted, but it's what I really needed. I feel greatly alleviated.
I feel really gross, because he treated me like shit, by not treating me like anything at all.
When we were alone it was good enough, but with people around it was a joke.
Everyone who knows the two of us was telling me to stop
That I am better then him
That he is a skeez.
No one understood, and I don't either.
I don't know why I let a guy treat me like crap,
and then there is someone who doesn't treat me like crap and and I don't know what to do.
I guess I just like the touch, cause what we 'had' was purely physical
It feels good to know that there are people who support me here
and in general.
Oh life.
We ended things. I don't know if that what he really wanted, but it's what I really needed. I feel greatly alleviated.
I feel really gross, because he treated me like shit, by not treating me like anything at all.
When we were alone it was good enough, but with people around it was a joke.
Everyone who knows the two of us was telling me to stop
That I am better then him
That he is a skeez.
No one understood, and I don't either.
I don't know why I let a guy treat me like crap,
and then there is someone who doesn't treat me like crap and and I don't know what to do.
I guess I just like the touch, cause what we 'had' was purely physical
It feels good to know that there are people who support me here
and in general.
Oh life.