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I went skateboarding yesterday.
Actually skating wasn't much fun, because the pavement here sucks to skateboard on.
I want to buy a longboard.
However, I managed to work on my ollie.
After about an hour and a half, I managed to do a pretty good ollie.
I was really happy.
Still, I don't feel comfortable doing tricks around people.
I know I can't do tricks yet, and yet when people are around I am self-conscious that they will think this.
So what if they think THE TRUTH?
This permeates my whole being, I find that I am often worried that people will think that I don't know something that I don't know.
When I stop doing this, I will learn a lot more.
First step is realization...
What's next?
This will be a busy next 2 days, but when they're over...they'll be behind me.
Actually skating wasn't much fun, because the pavement here sucks to skateboard on.
I want to buy a longboard.
However, I managed to work on my ollie.
After about an hour and a half, I managed to do a pretty good ollie.
I was really happy.
Still, I don't feel comfortable doing tricks around people.
I know I can't do tricks yet, and yet when people are around I am self-conscious that they will think this.
So what if they think THE TRUTH?
This permeates my whole being, I find that I am often worried that people will think that I don't know something that I don't know.
When I stop doing this, I will learn a lot more.
First step is realization...
What's next?
This will be a busy next 2 days, but when they're over...they'll be behind me.