These scars will stay forever
My life as of now.
Well I'm not really sure.
Wow.
Didn't expect that one coming at all.
I really wish you would tell me why you hate me so much.
It makes no sense. At all.
Especially you out of all people.
Yeah it hurts. But it's the kind that you no longer feel it.
All I ever wanted was a friend in you and in return I get completely shut down because at the time I still had feelings. Thats low, it really is. It's more lame than anything.
I'd really like to know why I always get treated different in situations like this.
Am I really that bad of a person?
Am I really horrible?
The more I think about everything the more it brings me down. I try not to think about it, but sometimes it just becomes impossible and the hurt will always be there. It never really left me so I guess when other things happen it doesnt hurt as much as it would. So I guess thats kind of a good thing?
But I AM okay.
I AM over you. But you cant see that because you dont even want to speak to me.
Well thats cool go ahead and be a bitch.
I have better things to be dealing with.
And that I really do.
I'm stuck in a situation. It's sticky.
I think I know what I want and what I'm going to do.
The only thing I'm afraid of is changing my mind to late.
Then it'll make things even worse.
This time apart has done me some good, even though you dont think it has.
Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both good for detected pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.
Well I'm not really sure.
Wow.
Didn't expect that one coming at all.
I really wish you would tell me why you hate me so much.
It makes no sense. At all.
Especially you out of all people.
Yeah it hurts. But it's the kind that you no longer feel it.
All I ever wanted was a friend in you and in return I get completely shut down because at the time I still had feelings. Thats low, it really is. It's more lame than anything.
I'd really like to know why I always get treated different in situations like this.
Am I really that bad of a person?
Am I really horrible?
The more I think about everything the more it brings me down. I try not to think about it, but sometimes it just becomes impossible and the hurt will always be there. It never really left me so I guess when other things happen it doesnt hurt as much as it would. So I guess thats kind of a good thing?
But I AM okay.
I AM over you. But you cant see that because you dont even want to speak to me.
Well thats cool go ahead and be a bitch.
I have better things to be dealing with.
And that I really do.
I'm stuck in a situation. It's sticky.
I think I know what I want and what I'm going to do.
The only thing I'm afraid of is changing my mind to late.
Then it'll make things even worse.
This time apart has done me some good, even though you dont think it has.
Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both good for detected pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.