So Many Obvious Questions Have Gone Unanswered

[lessee89]

I hate this.
I hate it so much.

Just be okay damnit.
Why cant I do that?
What is so hard about letting it happen?

Everything's changing right in front of me and its all happening so fast.
I feel like I cant keep up.
And I really cant...
I dont want to be compaired.
There's no way.
I lose.

You.
Why is it always you.
I like to smile, but I hate it that deep deep down behind it, im falling apart inside.
You cant even see it.

I'm trying to be fine.
I really am.
Swear.
Sometimes...

Shit.