I Think We Have An Emergency I Wont Stop Holding on Are You Listening? This Is An Emergency

Oct 09, 2006 19:23

Well lets see what ive learned today.
I'm failing 3 classes.
Im not going to college.
&& Im stupid.
Im knew I wasn't going anywhere in life.
Whatever.

Im distracted by my thoughts.
Im on a mission and one mission only.
This is the one thing I will NEVER give up on.
I have my mind focused on this.
Once this happens my life will take a dramatic turn for the best and I know it.

I hope and pray everynight.
Someone answer me.
So close yet so far away....

I want to fly.
Make me a bird.
it would be kewl....

Missing someone is queer.
It hurts.
It sucks.
I feel numb inside.

People thought I was joking when I said I dont care anymore.
My counselor noticed...joy....did anyone else?

He is the only thing that can make me truely happy.
He holds my happiness.
Let me be happy again.
It would make me smarter and open my eyes.

Is this the way it should be? I dont think so.
Something's telling me to hold on. Im not sure what it is, but Ill hold on forever.
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