If I had known what I know now

Jul 03, 2005 20:45

The last two holidays I can remember enjoying--halloween and new years--I spent the night getting drunk.

I miss being home, being with my family, and my old friends.

A few days ago I found my first gray hair. The idea of pulling it out scares me.

I'm pretty secure about going bald, but I'm insecure when my scalp has dry skin.

My room is always messy, but it really bothers me to see my car dirty.

I feel uncomfortable without a beard, but when I shave, I prefer those pink women's razors.

On the weekends I often wish I were at work, but I never like going in on Mondays.

I didn't goto school this past summer session. I worked full-time hoping to save some money. I ended up spending most the extra money I earned on entertainment, to help fill in the void that used to be the time I devoted to school.

I almost never mind working when I've got money to throw around, but I hate earning money when I really need it.

I always feel nervous around people. I wish I could feel more comfortable speaking to you.

In December, I'll be moving back home.
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