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Jun 27, 2005 10:48

It's strange, living from boxes in a stripped bare square of a room, tomorrow being my return to a meditative quiet space back home, back in the trailer, back where thinking is the most important thing. I'm tired of acting. And when I say that, I mean that here I have become nothing more than an automaton, doing dull things, the things one must ( Read more... )

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theblacksaab June 27 2005, 08:53:37 UTC

i would go for the quiet. but that's just me.

one day i'm going to run away for real and do something fun and talk to crazy people and love it. something so stress free would be great.

Hey Li tofallfromgrace June 27 2005, 14:18:33 UTC

Hey Lisa..... HOw have you been? I got a new journal a long time ago... Dont know why I didnt tell you the name.. Just kinda spaced it out I guess. I haven't written in it in awhile.... I was just writing to say hi. I was laying out in the sun earlier and thinking about different people in my family... and I miss you!!! Email me if you want, faliinFromgrace@aol.com (thats my IM too)

xoxoxo
Nickie

Re: Hey Li less_like_math June 28 2005, 06:08:07 UTC

I miss you too sweetie! I was just near Dali last night, where you helped me celebrate my birthday last year. It was so nice to see you! Since I'm moving home, I'll be closer, so hopefully we can get together more often. What's happening with you these days? Are you still working with your Dad?

Re: Hey Li tofallfromgrace June 28 2005, 15:26:59 UTC

No, I'm not... I uhm... things got really bad... not really with work.. Like work was bad only because it was all family and I was constantly fighting with my cousins because of it.. and I'm a very family oriented person.. My cousin was my best friend.... and uhm... Everything with Larry was really getting to me.. we stil ltalked and we were fighting a lot... he ended up telling me he wanted me back then turned around and said he said it just to hurt Lissa cause she hurt him... and I had... I dont know really what to call it... i guess a breakdown. I just cried for 4 days straight. Didnt eat just sobbed. Woke up in tears and just cried till I fell asleep. And I couldnt explain why cause I really didnt know because it really wasn't Larry and it wasn't work.. I dont know what it was really.. so I quit and Rick (my cousin) refused to speak to me for a good 6 months.. and in that 6 months our grandfather died... and I didnt go to the funeral because I was out of state at the time and couldnt make it home... and Rick's dad, my uncle Rick ( ... )

Re: Hey Li less_like_math June 28 2005, 18:16:56 UTC

I am so so very sorry to hear that all those horrible things have happened to you and around you. You should be very proud of yourself for going to see someone who might be able to help with those times when you're devastated yet "dont know what it was really"...I go through that too, and so does our mother and there are healthy ways to deal with the things we can't control. Sounds like you already know that ( ... )