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Mar 13, 2009 02:52

I am Becca.
I am 5'2'', I weigh 125 pounds, my BMI is 22.9, and I AM COMFORTABLE WITH MY BODY.
I AM NOT GOING TO STARVE MYSELF.
I AM NOT GOING TO THROW UP.
I AM BEAUTIFUL THE WAY I AM.

Why does it get harder every day to believe these things?
What has the world come to when "healthy" is fat and "unhealthy" is perfect?
Why do I feel like a whale because I wear a 4?
I should be a 0.
How ridiculous... my size should literally be nonexistent.

I refuse to feel bad about myself for eating twice a day and digesting it.
But I do feel bad about myself and it's not fair.
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