"As they turn to your dream to shame.."
My brain is just totally overwhelmed right now. I have so much that I need to do but I can't because all I want to do is stay in bed and sleep and forget about everything and everyone. I'm so unfocused right now. My mind is preoccupied. God, yesterday in class I didn't pay attention at all during the lecture. And I need to read two chapters and take a quiz tomorrow. Plus I have to finish the constituion for CCL. And then today I have a buynch of errands to run and finish cleaning my room. I started ripping it apart last night. I used to have trouble throwing stuff away, but there was ALOT of stuff I trashed. I figure I'm not going to hold on to stuff anymore. I have to focus on right now.
Jason was home this weekend. I wish he'd just stayed in Virginia. He just comes home and totally invades my life and turns it upside down. Its not fair. Why me? I would explain the whole situation but its a huge mess! And I feel absolutely awful about the whole thing. Even though I know I shouldn't. And then I have Matt on my case about it. And even my mom told me that I needed to do something about it. This sucks.
I went to band practice Monday. I got there kinda late, so they guys were just finishing their set when I got there. But we all hung out for a while which was fun. Next week Ryan wants to go play mini golf afterwards. That will be fun. I can't wait until their gig. Its gonna be fun. Plus I have off Saturday AND Sunday that weekend sdo I can go to Jason's Woods and the PA Ren Faire. Its gonna be fun. Hopefully I'll have enough money. Right now I'm kinda poor cause I just payed my 3 credit card bills, my cell phone bill, and my car payment. Oh yeah and I have to pay my car insurance today. Woohoo. I think I'll manage.
Well I guess thats about it. Toodles y'all!
Jason was home this weekend. I wish he'd just stayed in Virginia. He just comes home and totally invades my life and turns it upside down. Its not fair. Why me? I would explain the whole situation but its a huge mess! And I feel absolutely awful about the whole thing. Even though I know I shouldn't. And then I have Matt on my case about it. And even my mom told me that I needed to do something about it. This sucks.
I went to band practice Monday. I got there kinda late, so they guys were just finishing their set when I got there. But we all hung out for a while which was fun. Next week Ryan wants to go play mini golf afterwards. That will be fun. I can't wait until their gig. Its gonna be fun. Plus I have off Saturday AND Sunday that weekend sdo I can go to Jason's Woods and the PA Ren Faire. Its gonna be fun. Hopefully I'll have enough money. Right now I'm kinda poor cause I just payed my 3 credit card bills, my cell phone bill, and my car payment. Oh yeah and I have to pay my car insurance today. Woohoo. I think I'll manage.
Well I guess thats about it. Toodles y'all!